Friday, February 29, 2008

2nd post about camp(:
Carolyn tired ponchek already hahah(:
i think the cheers we learnt in camp was really nice like
Makan cheer;
Sexy claps;
Macho claps
Yo SE (YOYO DADDY WASSUP MUMMY)
Bravo OY (Hey sexy mama pretty lady YO)
All eyes on me (Sugar daddy wants to talk)
Everything that made me smile and laugh..gone in three days. Why did it all have to end. I remember just yesterday, the thought of not seeing the instructors seemed like a nightmare to me. Holding back countless drops of tears and trying hard to be strong, the faked happiness all seems meaningless. The choir girls presented a song for the instructors and it made me so sad, i wanted to cry yet i couldn't the emotions were just so mixed up.Trying to be happy yet breaking down inside.
Everytime i think about camp, so many happy memories flood my mind, her joy her laughter his gentleness and helpfulness...tears overwhelmed me. i keep crying everytime i think about camp...its been two days but the longing is still there.I hope we will be able to meet again some day.. i wont forget you, i hope you wont either...
I wish it didnt have to end, i'm sorry i left.

I remember during the last few minutes with Sugar Daddy and Sexy Mummy, Sugar daddy asked us if we could've chosen our instructors, who would we have chosen, i know i would still choose sugar dadddy and sexy mummy. i cant believe camp without them. They made camp all the more enjoyable. More memorable..
Sugar daddy said that when one girl laughs the whole class would, maybe it was her(him) that brought that joy to us, brought that spirit that our class has now...

I LOVE MY INSTRUCTORS TO BITS AND PIECES ATOMS AND MOLECUES

Bye Jenna Sugar Daddy

Bye Khairul Sexy Mummy.

When you smile i cant help but smile too(:

Mrs Desilva talked about how when we were doing our activities we relied on our safety ropes and all is the same as us trusting in our parents, instructors, friends. Also Sugar Daddy said that no matter what circumstances we were in it was not the beginning or the end that was important but the process. Sigh depressed already le): All these lessons learnt shall always keep me through whatever i do(:

sigh emo post.

Pictures(from the net)

--> Main campsite(:

--> Dorms(:

--> Abseiling and Rockclimbing
--> General Stations(nitro crossing)
--> High Elements
--> Kayaking, water elements
These photos are making tears come back...
-i realised i have editted both posts at least twice each bacause the memories keep flooding back

On a side note,
Linda says:
carolyn can i ask u sth?
Carolyn(: Goodbyes?Why did you have to leave. Or was it me that left you.. says:
yeah?
Linda says:
what's a whore?

CAMPFIRE(:

Air-con, comfy beds...all those superficial things..
I cant believe camp is over. it seems like just yesterday i was dreading it yet now... i wanna go back!
All the fun have ended. Sigh.
I will miss all the activities, the instructors, the countless planes, many things..
DAY1:
First meeting with our group instructors, Jenna and Khairul. Now known as sugar daddy and sexy mummy lah(: yeah had ice breakers and got to know sugar daddy and sexy mummy more and had alot of fun with them.
At CCAC, had many little briefings and the talks to make sure all campers were ready(:
Then after lunch we had ABSEILING and ROCKCLIMBING. while listening to the instructors briefing us about the safety and all, i was very scared cos that three storey looked damn scary. HAHA but i managed it well and the rockclimbing i got to the very top after 6 falls midway because i had to left end and the rocks were very small but i persevered on and made it(: YAY.
Then had dinner, camp prep, cleaning toilet(because it became dirty and sugar daddy even cleaned to gross parts for us(: See, she(he)'s nice right:D) and cheryl seet came up with the cheer and practised our laughing symphony. Sugar daddy says that one one girl laughs, 2se will all laugh. Kinda true:D:D
First time on the hard timber floor in the open space.. i didnt use my jacket..haha wasn't cool anyway. quite hot but its camp right(:
DAY2:
Woke up early for a jog with the teachers and they ran so far i was damn tired. after the run i didnt have the mood for breakfast at all. then ate abit and went for duty with the dustbin. damn fun lah. Talked with sugar daddy and yuxian and huiqi competing over who throws rubbish in which bin and fighting over garbage. Sheesh haha and yuxian claims she will be a pilot next time.haha and because people poured their milo away, our trash bag burned..sigh.haha poor trash bag(:
Then had general stations with sugar daddy and sexy mummy(: and did very fun stuff. at first we didnt have proper team spirit but i am sure it improved after the games(: thats the point right(: Following was the high elements(: i was so sure i wasnt going to take part at all but i guess after everything and alot of people encouraging me i tried and although i was terrified i gave it a try and did wild woosey with andrea twin and accomplished alot(: Trust; confidence(:
Dragon boating and kayaking after lunch(: Wasn't as hot as i expected and all. but the sea was mean and i had tons of sand in my shoe. Damn painful. haha so then dragon boat my both 'parents' were on the other boat and we wanted a race and if they lost sugar daddy and sexy mummy were to jump ship like TITANIC(: haha and they did(: so sporting of them(: and before we went on land, the instuctor made us sit on the boats side and kept tilting the boat. make me so scared i shrieked like mad.. damn scary. ahaha and we jumped ship in the end too. haha so fun(: kayaking was fun cept i didnt hole the oar properly and sugar daddy wanted to capsize me(: haha im sorry daddy(: ahaha and during the little activities on the kayak, lizzie and lampo capsized. so scary(: and charissa was i dunno why so freaked out and kept wanting to go back): but we all had fun(:
Then field cooking(: our maggi noodles was nice and thank you sexy mummy for always sticking around to help us light up the twigs and leaves(:
CAMPFIRE(:
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G song,
(campfire!)
campfire's burning now,
(campfire's burning now!)
Burning now
(burn burn burn)
campfire's burning in the dark dark night
(ooooh yeah yippy yippy yeah)
haha so fun(: had class performances and emcees performances and trainers performances(: and KFC man daddy(: and planes.. SIA being the most frequent lah(: i screamed and cheered so loud this morning i had a sore throat. demoralising. HAHA and Mrs Low went M.I.A so Mrs Neoh took over and we got scolded-.- ahh
Debrieft was sad and happy. Last night of camp): talked with mummy and daddy till 11.30 and with daddy till 12plus(: Sugar daddy shared ALOT bout her(his?) life and encouraged alot of us(:
DAY3:
Area cleaning with suar daddy and sexy mummy.. sugar daddy helped in and out of the toilet and did so much(: and then we were clearing the black tub and she began spraying us with alot of water and serene was drenched. haha sugar daddy ended up drenched too(: talked alot and played with CO the peanut game(: after photo taking and during the last talk with sugar daddy and sexy mummy everyone started to be emo and i cried, or teared. emo emo): took last pictures and autographs and boarded the bus with sugar daddy which followed us to school(:
Everyone was so tired. after getting back our phones and stuff..went to the canteen with rahrah who followed me home after that(: oh and sugar daddy can play piano. Wonder how was her test today(:

Gosh, im starting to miss them already..
Just wanna say thank you too all the instructors and especially sugar daddy and sexy mummy.
Sugar daddy, thanks for being so cheerful and always taking care of us(: and always making us laugh and enjoy ourselves. and bananas
Sexy mummy, thank you for being so gentle with us? and always helping us and supporting us in all that we do.
and of course the teachers that were there and 2SE for being so bonded...

oh and i just realised RCY Challenge camp will be held there. i survived this but RCY challenge has more requirements to meets. With all the Sirs, Ma'ams and VIs, i wonder what to expect. i can dont go but... sigh. and the instructors will be VIs not camelot instructors. i think. Means no nice people like sugar daddy and sexy mummy and swan and TK and all those nice nice people. Should i go for RCY Challenge? i have pictures of the campsite(: TOMORROW(:

Monday, February 25, 2008
piggyback doodles

SCGS lost to RGS.
but never mind, they tried so hard i was so impressed(:

okay, adventure camp is on wednesday. I am gonna die.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

FRUITY PUNCH IS NICE(:
okay back to the point, flag day today! omg lah so fun(: but damn tiring.. met at the LOVE sign at parkmall at 645 with rahrah and to realise that half the unit was there already. haha the LOVE sign is super nice okay! but we failed to take a picture there. sad.
then walked to Red Cross HQ to collect the tins! the tins are so cute but the stickers were the BEST i tell you. crap i should've stolen a sheet before returning all the remaining sheets to HQ.
then walked to plaza sing leaving those people who had to take bus at the bus stop. PLAZA SING WAS EMPTY IN THE MORNING OKAY! so annoying lah after 1hr plus still can hear the hollowness of my tin): then finally we saw humans then donate donate blah blah. i realised that people only go to plaza sing in the mornings for singapore pools and to smoke! haha all the few people we managed to ask were smoking or getting readt to buy 4D with some exceptions, like parents with kids. Hahah, kids are so cute! haha they want to donate because they like the sticker. haha there was one kid that wanted to donate and the mum pulled her away and she kept looking back at me(: super cute! haha me and bobo decided to give three stickers to each child that donated haha(: and english people in general are quite nice too. We approached two english ladies and one didnt have coins and the other was like no good no good and donated more. HAHA then had lunch at macs while waiting for my aunty to come SPECIALLY to donate. haha she donated 100dollars to me and 50dollars to bobo. haha then while we were walking around my aunty came up with a bag full of pretty japanese sweets for me and bobo. damn nice right? haha bobo is jealous.
overall, in my group my tin was one of the more coins one. haha it was 3/4 full? haha flag dayy is fun. but apparently rahrah who hopped over to isetan had her WHOLE TIN FULL. haha me so jealous.
and you know some school used their stickers to vandalise the LOVE sign with valgurities and stuff. annoying, HQ sure scold one):
celebrated rahrah's belated birthday at sweensens with chocolate fondue instead of cake. im sorry rahrah if it wasn't what you had hoped for.....haha but be happy rahrah-like-bunny(: hahaha
then left for church :D :D :D

i dont wanna go for adventure camp, maybe i'll just die during obs next year then. crap i am so unfit.

Friday, February 22, 2008

i just ate a krispy kreme donut-cookies and cream and drank a mug of root beer yay(: im full

School was annyoingly tiring today. Haha then again what do you expect if we had red cross the previous day Hehehe. It was guides thinking day or something then i realised their way of commanding is really high-pitched haha but i found out from my friends that they aren't that slack anymore and they have to run from place to place. Let's all be proud of them(:
Anyway, had PE second period and had to run 6 rounds instead of 8 rounds cause lack of time... but i was tired and was aching everywhere(shoulders-pumpings;thighs-running;stomach and stitches-hentak) and i sprained my ankle ytd night. haha so i told mr ang that i may not be able to run all 6 laps. then he said to stop anytime i wanted too. haha But i persevered on.. haha so through the aches and pain, i ran 1.2km in 8min(quite a okay timing) haha yay. so happy.
Praise God for giving me strenght and carrying me through.
Then had all the lessons but i was so tired halfway during math when i was done with the worksheet and was reading my chinese i fell asleep. AHAAHA.
TOMORROW IS FLAG DAY! I CANT WAIT!! haha i really cant. oh well.haha okay going to read now.
i have four new books<3

• the undomestic Goddess
• tuesday with morris
• the five people you meet in heaven
• for one more day.

yay haha reading is good(:

Thursday, February 21, 2008

just gobbled down a doughnut and a whole bottle of peach tea.. yeah(:
Red Cross today..
i'm really tired now.Being i/c isn't that great haha but actually its fun(: haha After school everything was in a big mess and the signs which i made for the secones to place their bottles where and where to place the unlabelled ones and all then it flew away so i threw it. HAHA.
At the track it was so..weird. I waited for michelle to diam her squad when i realised the secone didnt know what to do): i taught her...nvm then reporting michelle went to report followed by the secone and she didnt know how to report and all so i reported first when michelle came back to teach her and
MY REPORTING WAS SO COOL. it lasted less then a minute. no missing items, everyone can do pt/punishments and everyone was present so it was fast like: good afternoon ma'am sec2 ic carolyn lim reporting ma'am total strenght 17 total present 17 total absent ZERO any further instructions ma'am thank you ma'am. WHOA impressive right haha even crystal ma'am was HAPPY(:(: i hope..
PT: i'm sorry levelmates for making you all keep still while i reported 4/5 times. i am sorry i forgot to count the absentees. I'm sorry sarah tan ma'am if i irritated you by keep asking if i could report again. I didnt ask for permission to refer because i thought sec2s shouldn't refer anymore because we should know the procedure well. Ran 5 rounds round the track and had a stitch within the first round cause i cannot sprint straight away. and shoelaces which i DOUBLE KNOTTED came out in the second round. so crap lah): BUT I STILL RAN. can i be proud of myself?
Footdrill: i'm sorry to all the people when i committed stupid mistakes and wasted all your time. AND i wanna thank the OA people and song people for rushing back in time so i can report as a full squad again(: and we learnt pusing on the march its so cool luh. damn fun(: and ami still wanted to tell sarah ma'am i was ready=.= haha the confidence that she has in miee and herself. HAHA! and i said no. this time. i'm sorry ami if i dissapointed you! i learn quite slowly..
FA: not much to say lah. but reporting was so cool cos this time dionee said have you reported and everyone thought i havent cos it was so fast!
Talk: secones were have TD bronze and ms hing actually asked us to carry on punishments and the secones can they not do?oh wells haha! i think that was really really funyy.rahrah loves doodling on my reporting procedures. boo! and she the dummy so noisy laugh like crap HAHA! i think rahrah is weird(: YAY EVERYONE I HAVE 4 POINTS FOR CIP ALREADY!
Bersurai: rachel ma'am said dont report and we went straight into punishments which was DAMN FUN. just that we should teach the secones to time like really LOUD. i am amazed by how loud the sec2s can go! HAHA okay maybe we weren't THAT loud.HAHA!then after punishments, we reported=.= hah FAST REPORTING! then had to teach secone to report again and michelle decided to take over so i went to greet NCOs and that was DAMN COOL! first time greeting then you stamp they also stamp(:(: haha damn fun! i wanna greet again.okay i scared i didnt greet properly now.. then i had to follow secone to greet..then when i fell in that fumigation guy was fumigating o we didnt have PROPER BESURAI):
after that had bonding, settle problems..yeah OH YEAH.i wanted to make secones stay back so SHOW them NCOs face and make them remember it cos azidah ma'am asked us to teach them but they laft. damn.heh
okay,
I WANNA THANK ZI WEI FOR LISTENING TO MIEE,
AND MY LEVELMATES FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY MISTAKES.
i know i wasn't a good ic at all, can you forgive me? i sorry i shouted at y'all and scolded y'all esp faeqa before reporting.. i'm really sorry.
okay dinner! then eat TANGYUAN! i <3 tangyuan haha

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Sweensen's pictures(:

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

PICTURES ARE UP(:(:
(and there is one more below with the other post)
FDC PEOPLE I LOVE YOU(:

NCO supporters(:

We had VIDEO DUTY

FDC- BENDEERMER SEC
Have you SEEN our squad(:
SARAH TAN MA'AM(:

Them people, happy eh(:
SHINY BOOTS, MICKEY GLOVES
MY MICKEY GLOVE. and dione<3

Feaqa and Ami happily fooling ard(:
YEAH, GO SECTWOS(:
SEE! My camera is good and i did duty WELL! haha i rock yay(: My contributions(: are GREAT(:
heh okay sweensens pictures tomorrow or my COMPUTER will burn like my camera):

Monday, February 18, 2008

Listening to life power now :D :D :D its super nicee. but if you download the red cross song is damn funny. i literally cfried laughing to it, rolling on the floor and having a stitch. Sigh..haha Uand I is also very nice

We're talking life power, red cross power,
The power to be the best that we can be,
We talking life power, setting us free
That causes life power, the power of humanity

Haha today i was nice and WAITED for the NCOs to come so i can give them the cds.And i found crystal ma'am rather fast and after a long 3hrs i went home cause sarah tan ma'am went for dentist? So i passed to sarah cheong ma'am to pass to sarah tan ma'am for me! haha thank you sarah cheong ma'am(:haha sighs anyway it was funny choping the gallery 1 for the NCOs and seeing them being really high and happy :D :D :D

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Hahaha, i shall talk more about FDC(:
yupp reached school by 6.35AM..which was super early then hurried to do the cards again making them abit nicer and stuff. Then watch the FDC people practice again and left school at 7.35. Reached Berdeemer by 8 and we were the only school there beside the officers.Waited for hours till about 10 for the thingy to start and worrying about our group. Besides running around the ENTIRE SCHOOL looking for the best places to video the performance. And i realised i was sweating by the time we found a place. But it was a nice GOOD place so its WORTH it(: then we came down cos we realised our school is gonna be LAST few. So watched other schools and did some maths homework(: and had lunch-fried rice with hashybrown and nugget and chicken wingy(:

"entering now is Squad number 25" so me and ruthy raced up to the third floor like MAD. and then after that we were panting so hard. The the emcee said we are having a break.=.= stupid lah run up for nothing): then after the long long break of goofing around, we waited for squad 24 to start and raced up again. And i ran back down to take pictures of SCRCY falling in(: then SCRCY started and i took the video and my CAMERA WAS BURNING UP. haha, you can hear me and ruth talking into the video :D then after that raced back down to meet our FDC people and was so glad to see them so happy with the video and the NCOs were very proud of the squad. So nice to see them so happy(: these things should be remembered. Then talked and talked and made shafwaty ma'am to call me so i passed my handphone to the NCOs(:
I LOVE HAPPY NCOs :D :D :D
then they had to go up to the hall D: D: D: haha the sense of longing): haha then we went up also and sat down waiting for the results...
though we were'nt south district winners and didn't qualify for finals, i am very proud of the squad and they should be proud of themselves too(: So i called shafwaty ma'am again and let them talk. I COULD TELL THE NCOs WERE STILL HAPPY SO I AM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. then i talked to the sectwos and crap about laughing when we lost and made me laugh even more and i got to wore debYC's mickey mouse gloves. I LOVE THE GLOVES. Looks so prestigious. sigh make me jealous only. then we watched the other schools for awhile and the schools were, good! But pur school will always be the best because i love the people inside.

Wen back to school and took many nice nice pictures(: i love our level. And my mmmy dropped off my clothes and dotsy wotsy so i let sarahtan ma'am feel happy again with dotsy wotsy(:(:(:

Then went to rahrah's house and played with SANDY DEARIE(: sandy is my best friend. No it isn't my SCRCY friends are the BESTEST. haha then talked alot and made our way to plaza sing! and we were the FIRST. So i called sarahtan ma'am and asked her if she wanted me to get the tables at sweensens then the people were so mean almost scolded me and rahrah then met dione and waited for the others to come. Then me and dione and bobo and evanne to walk around and when we got back from walking about the whole level was missing then saw crystal ma'am and victoria ma'am waiting there.. felt so bad luh why should they be waiting. but they said it was okay so we continue walking and bobo saw sarahtan ma'am and pearlyn ma'am so we met them at the escalator and gave them dotsy wotsy to play and walked around more. Then sarah cheong ma'am called so we went back to sweensens.

Sweensens was...annoying. My food took so long so i cancelled it and shared with rahrah and dione. Thank you rahrah and bubbles(: and shared ice creamy with bobo and rahrah and bubbles. Then bubbles went to shop for dance clothes with the NCOs while rahrah bobo and i went PHOTO SEARCHING instead of window shopping(:

So anyway, FDC PEOPLE DONT FEEL SAD YOU MAY NOT HAD WON BUT IN OUR HEARTS YOU HAVE ALREADY WON BY TRYING SO HARD SO THANK YOU(:

okay.photos tomorrow. My computer is wonky D:
I love Ahbumoom! <3 and the sectwos and the secthrees and the NCOs-when they are happy! hahaha

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Back from sweensens. I'm so tired. Yawned 30++ times with rahrah from plaza sing to home): that's kinda what happened when you stay up till 12 something doing cards for each level not knowing if they got it): this is depressing,
anyway dotsy made lotsa friends today(:
but i'm realising how scared i am about...

I AM SO PROUD OF THE FDC PEOPLE(:
though we didn't make it to the finals, it was the best they have eve done, everything was neat and proper and the NCOs said they were proud of the performance. And i am too(: ALL the hard work they put in have paid off.
THANK YOU! Dione, Rahrah, Bobo, Ami, Faeqa, Jiaping, Evanne,
Qian Yi, Michelle, Jingrui, Danielle, Yan Bing, Wailam
Sarahtan ma'am, Crystal ma'am, Sarah Cheong ma'am, Pearlyn ma'am,
Victoria ma'am, Pei Jung ma'am, Azidah ma'am,
YAY. haha hope you all liked the cards we made. haha see you at sweensens(:
haha at rahrah's house now and she is bothering me(:

Friday, February 15, 2008

GOOD LUCK FOR FOOTDRILL COMPETITION TOMORROW MY DEARS(:
yupp, FDC is in less then 24 hours(: But i'm sure the hard work they put in and the pratices at least 3 times a week will finally pay off. They had extra practise after school today too. Haha, so proud of them(: But no pressure lah. Just try your best and have FUN(:
Anyway, school was boring.Besides me being so nice and giving people valentine's day gift..though its kinda belated haha!
Tomorrow's gonna be a longg day. I may bring dotsy tomorrow, to sweensen's that is(:
HAVE FUN FDC PEOPLE! YOU CAN DO IT(:
siti was just saying how when the school commanders say school sediya she will have the tendency to raise her leg 90 degrees and i realised....... SO DO I. HAAHA:D :D :D

Thursday, February 14, 2008

RED CROSS JUNIORS FIRST OFFICIAL MEETING
tosay was so weird.. but i shant blog about juniors cause maybe they are really trying very hard and we as seniors should TRY and understand them(:
Thank You Juniors For Trying(:
yup, reporting was hot haha then we had PT with shafwaty ma'am(: so funny. The games were very very funny. And me and rahrah were so high and crap after the eagle game. Then then first aid we were in diam and charissa came so she didn't know what to do so we were sasying in the whispering voice Charissa diam. Then dione starting shaking and after that she told us that when we said to diam she wanted to say charissa Diam..oh wait charissa keep still but instead keep still became KFC, so she wanted to say charissa KFC? haha So me and rahrah got the idea and now everyone KFC, report, everyone MACDONALDS(: ahah i'm so crappy(: anf first aid was with secthrees and we could have a quiz and i got the FIRST WHOLE POINT FOR MY GROUP(: haha i'm so smart(: then had RCV test. EVERYONE FAILED EXCAPT THREE PEOPLE.. haha but we argued back so we get another test with better notes. YAY!
Bersurai!!! I LIKE! punishments were super fun and wasn't so difficult. impresive i wasn't that tired after 4 min of hentak(:
talked to juniors and went home. BYE

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Bamboo-SHOOT

SKIPPING IN THE COURTYARD TODAY!
haha skipping was really screwed(: Jiaping's rope hit me twice on the head and countless of times on my arm and hand.. i have evidence.. and Mrs Low was planning to skip with the secthrees but in the end i didn't get to see her skip. I didn't even get to see the other levels skip. That's unfair):
FLAG DAY DURING COMMON RECESS
flag day is so fun!! with wenqian and siti sarah's crappiness in trying to donate a chocolate coin and Lao Shi's crap also(: Lao Shi is really funny!! She ask me to go to the office and ask Mrs Low to donate=.= And some people came to us and asked us if they could donate because they wanted the flag day sticker which was.. not very nice. Its nice but not worthy nice nice. HAHA! Oh yeah and Shafwaty ma'am is so PRO!! when me and wenqian finished half our sticker sheet, she apparently FINISHED HER WHOLE SHEET! Cool right(: The tin can in the end sounded heavy enough(: i had 6 stickers on me by the time recess ended!! but people stole them off me so i had 3 left after school, after i gave 1 to dione that is(:
CHINESE WITH LAO SHI
chinese with lao shi is always full of crap. Us trying to talk to her and she trying to get us to talk in chinese and trying to get us to write our compo(: i finished 4 sentences in 40min(: But the idea was nice!
MEETING WITH JUNIORS
haha we were LATE! and by the time we got into the amphi, we were 20min late?! haha but it doesn't matter cos we were in time to teach them bersurai so that was good(: and after that the secthrees were teaching them while we went around checking them for the secthrees and FOOLING AROUND WITH RAHRAH AND BOBO AND DIONE. and BOBO is nuts thinking i need a chest bandage cos i had the flag day stickers on me and she thought i was bleeding?!?! haha and rahrah walked so fast i had to catch up with her to take the bus which we could have still caught if we walked slower):

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Higher Chinese was.. well, easier then i thought. I memorised all the meanings and guess what? It didn't come out! And it means i wasted 2/3hrs of my time memorising nothing? And i didn't know how to write the TB words cause i just flipped through the textbook): I told you Lao Shi was baddy HAHAHA she is still.. nice. Science was difficult. And my tuition teacher didn't teach that chapter yet!! Ahh. i maybe got 4 marks off already):
Met with juniors today to teach them bersurai sediya senang diri and tahat sediya and taking attendance. They learn quite well..but it depends if they can remember it on THURSDAY! yup. And little of them turned up. At least the i/c came after we told her to come(: Good girl(:
OK. science test during tuition later! CHEMISTRY(:(:(: haha!

Monday, February 11, 2008

CAROLYN IS VERY VERY STRESSED OVER HIGHER CHINESE NOW!
carolyn is wondering if higher chinese is too stressful for her):
I wanna be sick so i dont have to do HCL tomorrow):

1716 make Carolyn a happy little girl but RCV silver and reporting procedures and sec 1 IC makes Carolyn a very nervous little girl on top of science test and higher chinese test tomorrow. Which means, Carolyn is very nervous):
Haha, chinese new year has been great but school was really.. annoying. i'd rather spend my time revising then doing art and geog which wasn't very useful toda since Mr Cheng and Mr Razak was in a very irritable mood today. Why cant we have science instead): Mrs Cha is very cute, haha! And we had video comp training after school, but it wasn't an official one so we just researched. And i waited for RahRah to finish footdrill comp practice at 5pm. When i could've goon home at 3.30pm. But i spent my time wisely(more or less) and studied all 20 idioms and 3 chapters of chinese(:
I'm determinded to do well for higher chinese. The idioms are making my head explode and the format of the paper will kill me! Its Lao Shi's fault(:

Carolyn will TRY to be a happy little girl. Oh yeah, FDC people,
FOOTDRILL COMPETITION IS ON SAT(: Good luck my dearies(:

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Yesterday: Morning we went to my perternal grandparents house again(: and we talked crap and walked about alot in their house,then we went to my mother's goodgood friend's house for lunch and before that we played table tennis and badminton for 1hr(: Table tennis is fun,every time we go their house we play table tennis(: then we watch most vertical primate. Or something like that. Then we went to my mother's other good good friend's house and watch The Bourne Ultimatiun? Yeah..nice show(: and after dinner we watch The Bourne Supremacy(:
Today, i had Learning Lab tuition so i couldn't go to my mother's ex-boss house,the one with the swimming pool): and after tuition we went to my aunty's house for lunch and we played table tennis too, for 2hrs. Yay, in the air con i was perspiring): but anyway, we went to church for CNY gathering which was super funny and NICE.then we went to J8 for dinner and we were there 2hrs before to book table and we met three people from church(: Now its kinda after dinner and we are watching The Bourne Identity(: hahah Matt Damon doesn't look that bad here. Hee(:

okay, this post was so crap its a waste of time reading this(:

Thursday, February 7, 2008
Pretty Posie Osie

HAPPY CNY(:
Chinese new year is finally here and it was WELL-DESERVED. School has been managable yet a hugh difference from Secondary 1, being more coughmaturecough and doing homework myself and revising. Yep, so its a GOOD thing chinese new year is here.
Yesterday, chinese new year eve, had lunch with my perternal grandparents and watch M:I:2 and realising tom cruise is ugly...with the long hair and weird face. HAHA. Came home and did some homework and read weedflower before going over to my maternal granparents house for dinner which was supersuper nice and i ate loads which is good(: and funny.
Andrew: Is there ben and jerry's ice cream
Grandfather: No, but there is Jerry's and Ben.
(So lame but really cute)
Played with Sabrina and taught her how to draw ladybirds and monkeys and her drawing is really good for someone so young(: and my brothers were play fighting and my younger brother pretended to fall on the floor and sabrina went to my older brother and said,"Dont hit ben ben kor kor!" So cute lurh so young already know how to protect her cousins. After that we did the traditional serve tea thingy for our grandparents and Sabrina said Happy New Year! haha(:
Walked back to my house(which is 10 steps away) and wanted to sleep..it was at least 10plus.yeah but i realised my room was annoyingly messy so my maid and i had to PACK. and it was disrupted by a BIG HUGE BEETLE and i was so scared i cried cos it was flying around my face and didn't want to leave and crawl on me and stuff.And that stupid beetle climbed all over my books and now i should go clean it. Slept at one plus cause i studied after that. for half an hour.
Woke up at 8 plus to go to my perternal grandparents house wearing the dress my mummy bought from Chaber for me..and my uncle came with his RATS. white(: so cute. Yoshi and ____something. Amazingly, they weren't as disgusting and fierce as i imagined.
Then went visiting relatives for really longg and with all the food temptations and drinks but i didnt really eat THAT much so its okay(: and then went to my pastor's house which was really CROWDED(: came back and waited for people to come over to my house. Then my brother's church friends came over for dinner! All four of them. And now they are playing Wii-Mario and Sonic Olympic games. Quite fun(:
Haha Jan kwek at 55 thomson green wrote me a letter(: i shall reply her after the three letters i still owe people. She lives 20 doors away(but 10 away if you count it in a row) amd she sends me to school everyday(: haha THANKS JAN(you wont read this-.-)
okay gotta get ready for tomorrow. Byes(:

I am just realising God's plan for me(: I never realised it until bobo mentioned it. God gave me the gift of happiness. I can use to gift to touch people's lives through God. He's just starting his works in me(:

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

I suddenly hit me.. the pressure in red cross in really heavy. Not long, the juniors are going to have to report themselves and take care of themselves. We wont be there with them, neither will the secthrees. Can they handle everything. I remember last year, we were so "spoilt" by the current NCOs. They did almost everything for us. With bobo leading us, knowing the basis of everything(cos of her sister). We were still rather messed up. After POC, it was more stable with little quarrels yet many cliques in the level. Another new year, the sectwos are still messy. The cliques are still present yet less.YAY. but when orientation came, it showed us that the level is still not strong enough for bigger challenges ahead. The secones reflected us berely one year ago..maybe better, maybe worse. The secthrees already have so much on their hands.. its like a nightmare approaching..i know we have to help them. i hope the level can be a strong level soon(:
(its very obvious who is standing)
we could be like the shoes, ensuring that the level of red cross(TURTLE) is well protected(:

yupp. this post sounds weird(:

i hate my fringe. i thought it'll never need to be that short again.
i'm beginning to hate chinese new year too
why cant i make my own desicions? why cant i keep my fringe long):

i hope chinese new year improves. soon...

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Very stressed now..

STUDENT DEVELOPEMENT PROGRAMME: OVERSEAS TRIPS

• Singapore-Japan exchange programme,
• singapore-hong kong exchange programme,
• service learning trip within Asia, and
• Twinning programme in Suzhou,China(for HCL/CL girls)

and i really want to go for the exchange programme to either japan or hongkong..but they only accept 30 applicants each. To register, you must present awards and achievements which i dont have, and leadership roles in CCA and class and i am all HIC rep(: and there is a written andverbal selection process... I'm afraid if i do not get into my first choice even my other choices may not be considered as others could've place them as their first choice.. so stressed): how do you be top 30 in your level to give you a place in your choice?

Anyway, geog test was..let's just say i wont fail but i doubt i will do well either):

Monday, February 4, 2008

I want to be a servant of my Lord. He is my servant-king
I want to be proud to be HIS bondservant--like Paul(:

Sunday, February 3, 2008

The principle of FUTILITY: nothing will go as it seems, all will vanish one day. friendships
family ties, good grades.. there will be a time all good things will not
last...

The principle of HOPE: the only principle to overcome the prinicple of futility. After all things
become futile, only the HOPE of being with the LORD can overcome all.

HEE(: i feel nice and enlighten(: and i dont mean i dont treasure friendship and familt ties!!! heehee(: Chinese new year soon..


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:

Saturday, February 2, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA(:

ILOVE BOBO(:

BOBO IS NUTS. and she can laugh so hard she cry. and she thinks i'm weird when i roll on the floor laughing.. she will really tear while laughing okay(:
OKIE THERE. bobo, your post is done(: