Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Another Scary Nightmare

March Camp Day1:
Started out early, or late since i woke up late and rushed like mad(:
Reached school and blah blah blah
Had normal worries and UI and bag check.. oh and buddies! BABY BIRD EGG!
haha, so adorable. Had SO many casualties which were mostly new recruits. Didn't understand why there was a need for that many casualties. Where was their perserverance, everyone was doing it with them,yet...20 OVER CASUALTIES!

......fast forward...

I can't forget that scary moment, all smiles simply turn to disbelief, to SHOCK!
When the NCOs broke the news to us, many were on the verge of crying. Even as the NCOs tried to lighten the mood, telling us past experiences..i wonder how much they are hurting within. No one could believe it. Everyone tried speaking, making suggestions, but to no avail..

When Crystal ma'am announced it to the entire unit, Dione and i gripped each other with fear, not knowing what to expect. We didn't want to listen. I wished i could have just walked away.

Decided to meet up with the secones, yet before we could even talk, Linda, Bobo and many other around me were crying. Tears fell from my face too, we just kept crying not knowing what to do. The secthrees took over while we went up to gallery two and discussed alot. Got called down by Mrs Lee,and had to control alot of tears, fears which was slowly turning to anger.

In the end, no one left happily. Everyone was hurting one way or the other. I guess the sectwos felt so _______ by it because it was just beginning to bond the level and it happened to be what some of us were looking forward to every week! Without it, the feeling just wont be quite right, and the spirit may just die down...Though we complain, it was still what held the unit together, where we cared for each other and looked out for those around us.

SECTWOS! we can keep this spirit going through OUR LEVEL! no matter what, we WILL NOT LET THE STANDARD DROP! promise?(:
WE WILL DO IT FOR THE NCOS AND SCRCY AND EVERYBODY!(:

I wonder what the ex-ncos will say when they find out about this. Will they FAINT!
GO SCRCY!

oh on a side note, my buddy DIDNT BREAK/CRACK whatever at all! Not even a piece of small shell came out! NOTHING! haha its still PERFECT haha, i'm probably the FEW that has a perfect egg! YAY! haha, i'm just trying to make myself feel better!

i just realised i have been crying too much and now i feel hot and FEVERISH so i better go sleep now(: