I'm letting go.

Monday, August 17, 2009

i decided that i really need to study

the past few tests have been really disappointing and i am feeling rather scared myself,

i've just no discipline to sit down and study,

and results have been showing.

I AM REALLY SCARED

what if i get retained this year, SC makes alot of sec3s stayback

and i know i'm not ready for any of my exams or the Olevels!

Gah, today was a pretty eventful day,

went shopping with Rach, Ame, and Debbie (:

i've decided that church people helps me relieve stress,really

so here's what i propose to do.

i will give my Mac to my mom,

and she will "confiscate" it and i will use it for the most, 30min a day.

Drastic, but i really hope it works(:

maybe i'll extend it for the weekends,

but thats it.

On 9:54 PM, Carolyn(: let go.