Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Its so amazing how i am really not stress at this point of timewhen all my friends are freaking out trying to study,
i'm here blogging, smiling happily to myself, listening to iTunes while starting at my closed textbooks!
and No, its not because i have studied finish, how i wish.
i bet its because the school gives us a test every other day
so that i am so desensitised to studying and figure i can probably still do okay if i mug the day before!
i'm really dead ):
But the other thing also,
its because i know that God is with me wherever i go and if i try my best He'll do the rest.
So there is really no point freaking out and staying late into the night studying when that will just sap all your energy out and at the end of the day, although you may do so very well, is it really worth it?
Ignoring your faith in the pretense of doing well to glorify God.
Now i realised that its not.
I remember how last year and the year before, i always decided to skip church, skip YPG just to study?
What did i get, i didnt top the school, nor did i feel like i did very well, and i lost out to so many messages in church.
Okay, now i'm slightly more motivated to study and just do my best(:
I love how blogging makes me think of the BIGGER picture and motivate me to study.
How ironic(:
I mean, i'll study after, i have lunch(:
i am full of joy because He wants me to have joy :D
JOY JOY JOY
Ciao(:
Thursday, September 24, 2009
BOOMS :Dhaha, isnt it SAD that everyone is talking about her, hehe(:
Eh but she studying steel we study metals okay(:
we're cooler then miss singapore universe(:
Today was such a queer day, starting with UH SS where i was so tired, eheh,
then blah blah blah
AND THEN IT WAS CE :D
We had sleep destress thingmajamy
Mrs Murkerji made us sleep for 30 min of the lesson and no one was allowed to wake up! HAHA
then after that we had laughing yoga-.-
what a cool CE period right(:
Lets do a PERSONAL RECOUNT of my oral with.. MS JO ANN LEE ):
the reading part was okay-ish,
though i was kinda nervous and sounded a bit too spastic trying to read it..
"But Dad," Justine WHINED,....
"No Son.." Father said..
LIKE, SIGH? D:
Picture was horrible,
i prepared so much in the 10min and in the end i barely said half of what i wanted to say
and i got prompted once which means i didnt talk to much
which means i wont get high marks
which means i will die
):
CONVO WAS THE WORST!
Ms Lee" what was your wishlist when you were young?"
Me" uh, i always wished for a dog because when i was young my dad used to expose me to many animals and brought me to animal sanctuaries to see abandon animals... so i always wished that people wouldnt abandon their animals, as you see alot in the papers that many people abandon their animals and these animal sanctuaries have to put many of them down as they do not have enough space."
Ms Lee" okay so do you have a dog now?"
Me" YEAH, i had a dog since i was 10 and he is a great comfort to be providing EMOTIONAL support and sit right next to me when i'm sad even though he does not understand what i go through..."
Ms Lee" so whats the difference between your wishlist now and before?"
Me" i already have my dog but i still wish that ppl would not abandon their animals... the only difference in my wishlist now is that i wish that i will not abandon my dog and not be caught in a situation where my dog will be in danger and i dont want to abandon it and that in no matter what CRISIS i face i will have my dog with me"
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IT WAS SUCH A BAD ATTEMPT TO BRING IN CURRENT AFFAIRS OKAY D:
CRAP! D:
and i kept saying and and and and and and so my sentence structure was way off too! D:
WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME!! ARGH! D:
and i wasnt even that nervous,
I bet Ms Lee thinks i'm weird now!
ARGH, how will i face her in lit now!!
i'm seeing her on saturday somemore!!!!!!!!!
okay, take a deeeeep breath.
but whatever, The Lord will be there no matter what even if i am a failure, He will surely still love me(:
then when i was at ACS waiting for my slow poke brother,
i met Niken and Hannah going back so we talked and talked about our failure in oral and made alot of noise in the carpark, HAH!
gonna collect my new specs now(:
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Aww(:
Daddy bought Mac OX smth snow leopard, its not much of a diff is it? (>'')/