Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Its so amazing how i am really not stress at this point of time
when all my friends are freaking out trying to study,
i'm here blogging, smiling happily to myself, listening to iTunes while starting at my closed textbooks!
and No, its not because i have studied finish, how i wish.

i bet its because the school gives us a test every other day
so that i am so desensitised to studying and figure i can probably still do okay if i mug the day before!
i'm really dead ):

But the other thing also,
its because i know that God is with me wherever i go and if i try my best He'll do the rest.
So there is really no point freaking out and staying late into the night studying when that will just sap all your energy out and at the end of the day, although you may do so very well, is it really worth it?
Ignoring your faith in the pretense of doing well to glorify God.
Now i realised that its not.
I remember how last year and the year before, i always decided to skip church, skip YPG just to study?
What did i get, i didnt top the school, nor did i feel like i did very well, and i lost out to so many messages in church.

Okay, now i'm slightly more motivated to study and just do my best(:

I love how blogging makes me think of the BIGGER picture and motivate me to study.
How ironic(:

I mean, i'll study after, i have lunch(:
i am full of joy because He wants me to have joy :D
JOY JOY JOY

Ciao(:



On 1:47 PM, Carolyn(: let go.