Matthew 22:14

2011-04-26T15:55:00.001+08:00

decided to change the blogskin cause the other one wasn't working well with my posts.
ah well.

there's really no motivation to blog these few days
(hence the lack of posts)

perhaps the newest things that i'm willing to share is that
i started liking SNSD.
Hmm, wonder how people will react to that if they see this, but ah well.

sure, there's lots of things happening in school
tests results, CCA and all.
BUT, they dont make me want to type it out so.. :D

30th March 2011

2011-03-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Hebe! :)

我想，你今年的生日願望全給了Selina公主吧！

所以，我也希望Selina能快快康復，你自己也要開心哦！

開心就好

2011-03-20T19:33:00.005+08:00

i looked much happier as a kid.

these days, alot of my pictures don't seem to be able to capture those happiness i used to have in the past. (yes, this sentence sounds grammatically wrong)

there's alot more forced smiles nowadays.

about that thing, i don't want to give a detailed recap of what happened because to some it might sound really stupid

i guess, everyone's just really different.

but because of that, i also saw so many people concerned about me and its really sweet cause i don't see why people would care for someone like me. okay, inferiority complex moment over.

I. DON'T. WANT. TO. GO. BACK. TO. SCHOOL. TOMORROW.

AT. ALL.

although all my undone homework isn't even due.

2011-03-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

See you in 2 weeks my brother.

I know you've been having fun in commandos, so there's nothing to worry about right?

Hehe!

My brother, you are very weird. :)

I'm watching some charity show on Channel 8,

and its really enjoyable, to say the least :)

The "mother" generation of the actresses danced to Miss A's breathe

It was, really cute, hehe!

The original "Breathe"

Suzy! (i miss Dream High!)

Haha, of course, the mothers didn't do the exact actions :)

Awh, and 小小彬 sang!

小小彬：我要唱下一站幸福的我愛他

小彬彬：不要走音啊！

小彬彬：走音是什麼？

Yes, my dear, you were totally off pitch, but you're still a little darling!

Such a cutie pie ♥

Bryan Wong and Elvin Ng has been running for this charity thing since 7.00pm

Really cool (:

And Fish Leong is singing now, very nice! :)

Okay, finished rambling.

I wanted to write about something more serious today, but i decided to be lazy and non-serious, so, hehe! :)

2011-03-08T18:05:00.002+08:00

i haven't blogged.

& i haven't replied my tags.

For a very long time.

Well, i've got to defend myself.

I've been, busy. With..stuff :)

Haha, school it alright in general. Somedays, i get by, and have fun. Other days, i totally hate school. Yes, its very different from SC. Days in SC has always been filled with crazy antics by classmates, friends and juniors. But it is true that i've yet to get used to ACJC, although its been close to 2 months :(

I adapt very slowly, since a decade of my life, i never had to bother adapting to a new environment. Be it in primary or secondary, the SC environment stays the same. Poop.

I am very dead. Because my econs lecturer talks ~~utter rubbish~~ during lectures and hands out lousy notes; and my math teacher has no idea how to control the class, especially those ~~very irritating~~ boys. Now, its all up to me, to figure out a way for myself.

i hate it that we have no textbooks in school.

Dear textbooks of my past, i am sorry for not appreciating you earlier. I miss you. Haha :)

Today is tuesday.

Mass ~~hell~~ Pe day.

But, i have to say. THANK GOD IT RAINED!

The track was wet and slippery so we didn't have to run rounds.

Okay, not saying mass PE was slack today (its nowhere near slack), but think about it. 12 150m laps up and down, 40 crunches, 40 reversed push-ups, 3 min of planks, 3 min of squats, is much more fun then 4 4oom rounds, 20 crunches and 20 women push ups.

Ok fine, call me crazy or anything, but I THINK, rounds are disgusting and gross!

Hurhur.

I met Jean and Cheryl on the bus, Min Ling and Corin at AMK Hub (going to watch a MOVIE!!) and Celeste, all in a span of 1.5hrs.

Eventful day :)

Long post everybody, be proud of me.

HAHA, i just realised, my 30 day thing is like, WAY OVERDUE :)

2011-02-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Kim Soo Hyun!

or rather,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM DONG! :)

You actually look nicer in these photos then you ever did in Dream High, but.. :)

It'll be nice if you gave Hye Mi to Jin Guk though!

1AD2 is the most enthusiastic class i've ever seen in my 10 years of schooling. Or at least, very enthusiastic about creating and spamming the FB group! But just as i was saying to my OG Mates, its horrid knowing that we're all in different classes after 3 weeks of spending all our time in ACJC together, and finally getting to know each other and becoming closer in our last week, only to be split up in the very same week. ):

2011-02-12T22:42:00.006+08:00

day nine - a picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

i suppose, growing up in Church and all, the people who've been there my whole life must be the church members, the batch of '94, the older ones and the Pastors :)

Of course, others would include my friends and family, just that i thought i should mention the church people once in awhile too :)

day ten - a picture of the person you do the most effed up things with

In my memory, i dont remember such people, we just have fun in normal innocent ways :)

day eleven - a picture of something you hate

Need i really say anymore? Although the brown mouse actually looks cute.

But anyhow, these things kill me, seriously!

day twelve - a picture of something you love

Ahh :) Is this cute or what! And although i only have one, i'd LOVE for the rest

And yes, its childish to still love soft toys, but aren't they the cutest things ever?

day thirteen - a picture of your favorite band or artist

Firstly, they aren't exactly a band (but they are artists) but if they ever become one, it'll be the best thing ever!

Dream High FTW!

SHINee! :D jonghyun!! :D

小鬼！

羅志祥！:)

S.H.E!!

day fourteen - a picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Mummy!

& no matter how annoying the boys are, these people are the ones who've been my playmates since i could remember so i guess, they count :)

Cousins and Brothers :)

See, WQ, i DO update my blog :)

2011-02-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

I was too lazy to do it yesterday, so

Happy Belated Birthday Kyuhyun!! :D

Evil Maknae Kyu!

Today, i had alot of random songs stuck in my head

From LUCIFER (haha!) to Run Devil Run (which i only heard once!) -.-

day seven - a picture of your most treasured item

Of course, my Macbook among alot of other things which include posters, letters, notebooks, because i don't have pictures for them and Google doesn't either :D

day eight - a picture that makes you laugh

Only cause a moment before they took the picture, they were running around playing at the playground like primary school kids :)

and since you're bound to see this Jacq, ILY GUYS! :)

Need i say more? :)

I love Rahrah's expression, cause if you think back to 2 years ago, hahah her change is MASSIVE!

2011-02-03T22:10:00.005+08:00

day four - a picture of your favourite night

i guess, i have lots of favourite nights, and just lying in bed and watching dramas throughout the night non-stop in the holidays can count as a special night, the nights i have watching the many concerts i got to go to, the nights i have sleepovers with my bunch of close friends count too; but if i really had to choose one, its that night that we played board games (cool board games, not the Monopoly kind of board games) at Amelia's house, because that was the point that made me closer to the church people and go for YPG!

day five - a picture of your favourite memory

Obviously all the times the six of us hung out together, and the crazy fun we had in GR for the past two years, laughing at teachers, mugging until the sun sets and the night lights come on, pretending to pay attention in class, trying to (and some of us don't even bother trying to) stay awake during geog lectures, but doing our very best as good friends and as a class! :)

day six - a picture of a person youíd love to trade places with for a day

My younger brother. Cause for the past 2 days, everyone has SUDDENLY started saying that he's very cute and even my older brother wants to trade places with him :)

Also because he's so good at every sport he decides to pick up and gets to be the captain of ACS I's softball team in the year he started to play softball!

But okay, trading place for a day could be fun, but not forever, thats just horribly gross :D

its getting better

2011-02-01T23:26:00.003+08:00

Yes, it definitely IS getting better.

So, Orientation at ACJC ended today and i should really start reflecting :)

About today first then, i was actually quite worried that i'd have to be hyper the whole day today since there were no lectures to attend, and literally close to 13 hours with my OG from start to end. But well, it turned out great and i enjoyed myself quite a bit.

From Mass Rally where we finally got that much louder and huddled much closer, to games which the boys nicely pleaded on our behalf to get wet/dirty on our legs, to OG time with Frances' group, taking pictures, going to Holland V to eat at Everything with Fries, the boys helping us finish our food, going to have a look at Joshua's so called field, playing at the scientific biopolis playground, playing Taboo, playing Monkey, giving Agrim our dirty cans; watching Morgen walk in again, this time, Morgen cheering them on all the way, Agrim asking the funniest, and craziest questions on stage, sweaty "clubbing" in the hall, more Mass Rallying and final OG debrief.

Phew, one should never start the process of rambling :)

its getting better, thats what i keep telling myself

I remember the first day of orientation, while i was amazed (man, it took me a minute or so to come up with the right word!) at the ACJC school spirit and all, i thought the people there were really hyped up and honestly speaking, i didn't think i'd ever fit in there. I missed the SC culture like crazy- and to clarify, SC is not a very dead school whatsoever, the school spirit is just as great- and every single time i remembered that i was no longer an SC girl hurt.

I remember the first time we met with our OGLs and got into our OG groups, i hated the awkwardness and all i could think of was when i could finally go home. And when you don't enjoy yourself, Time, crawls most slowly.

Then, it got better, but of course, due to ALOT of prayer :)

Time started to speed up and as the days went by, i find myself only looking at my watch, but realising its almost time to pack up and go home. Conversations in the OG was getting longer and longer, and we made friends easier, and faster. Obviously, we started to cheer louder and louder, and got more hyped up.

Every time we have OG time, and watching the OGLs, i'm brought back to the last two years. Peer leading became the norm, but i still remember the that excitement and at the same time, nervousness as each new batch of sec 1s come in. As junior PLs, we watched our babies growing up and witnessing their change slowly in the school, coming to us with all their crazy sec 1 stories; to senior PLs, monitoring and breaking that awkwardness that our Junior PLs and their groups might have, feeling proud of them when they finally can speak of the enjoyable time they had with their groups.

These kind of experiences are once a year, few as it may be, each experience is most memorable.

I remember when one of my OGL found out that i actually rather be elsewhere, and she told me that she didn't want to be there at first, but seeing how hyped up she could be about ACJC in just a year, caused me to realised that maybe, just maybe, if i could open up more, maybe i could be like that too. So i did, and i think, it got better! Hehe :)

It takes 10 weeks to make a habit, so of course, 10 years in SC forms the tightest bond and everlasting memories and friendships. I still miss SC greatly, and it sucks that SC and AC sounds so..similar, when you say cheers too fast, it sounds the same. HAHAH! A huge part of my heart still inevitably lies in SC and its really not easy to wholly accept change, but small pockets of ACJC may fill my mind occasionally now, so i'm really happy :)

Hahah how anti-climax, but i think while i've satisfied my urge to write a nice long essay (SUCCESS!) i've ran out of steam (&energy, &words)

On a much lighter note,

day three - a picture of the cast from your favorite show

(oh seriously, wrong question to ask cause i have favourite SHOWS)

Boys over Flowers, Jihoo!!!! :D

SHINee!!!! Hello Baby!

One of the best 2005 show! 惡魔在身邊

i had the picture for the original poster, but it had lee wei in it so.. :)

海派甜心

YLBFB!

娛樂百分百！

Hahah, incoherent blabbering :)

I MISS SC, TERRIBLY

2011-01-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

I miss my close friends;

I miss GR and the classroom

I miss those mornings we chatted together

I miss the times we talked and had fun;

I miss the SC-view;

& i guess, what i'm really trying to say is that i miss SC so much,

everything from SC, which includes those fun Geog lectures, awesome Chinese lessons with Miss Belle Tan, cool SS lessons with Mrs Wang, and the scariest most retarded Lit lessons with Miss Goh.

When we were in SC, we complained non-stop about the stress and high expectations the school had of us, we hated the times when homework took away most of our free time, we disliked the small cramped compound we had and pestered the administration to improve the school. Yet, while we were looking at the downside, we forgot to appreciate what the school had provided for us. A homely familiar area where none of the awkwardness existed, where our close friends were by our side, working towards the same goal; a place i literally grew up in.

10 years.

I'm not saying that ACJC isn't good. The teachers and principal sounds relatively nice, the people are very welcoming and enthu; kinda like high on drugs, the school spirit is very evident and there is alot of togetherness in the student body.

Its just, how do i put this, it just doesn't give me THAT feeling that i have in SC.

I admit, i may not have a totally opened mind thats ready to accept all these changes; i just wish, time could rewind, and i'd find myself in 4GR again, in my usual seat, listening to Mrs Neo and her agenda for the day, laughing with my friends and enjoying each day.

Everytime those memories of SC fill my mind as i stare at the ACJC OGLs as they work about, i really hate it that i can't be in SC anymore.

And of course, it doesn't help that i can't go back to SC for CNY celebrations and visit the teachers anymore!

)':

30 day Picture Fun!

2011-01-25T23:34:00.007+08:00

Heheh, i made WQ send me this to do.

FUN FUN FUN to relieve my boredom :)

day one - a picture of yourself with fifteen facts

This is perhaps one of the more recent pictures i took in Taiwan

and only one lone sheep came to me cause the other sheep were being annoying

1. I think, if my exams were based on dramas, i would score very well

2. I like dogs more then sheep, because sheep have non-furry fur.

3. My spelling sucks. But my English isn't too bad.

4. Because of 3. i got rejected at Learning Point thrice, but got into Learning Lab! :)

5. I actually like Chinese and no, i am not an NSK D:

6. I don't like making new friends, but i love my friends alot!

7. I like ironies

8. I still hug my soft toys to sleep

9. I want to be a lawyer or a psychologist, but if i don't make it, i want to open a desert shop!!! Hahah

10. I don't have very much to say about myself

11. I love taking pictures of the seas and waves, and rivers and lakes, and springs and streams.

12. I think the best way to relax is to sit on a rock and watch the waves

13. I wish i could go to the UK

14. I hate it when my room is in a mess, but i love that my room is in a orderly mess

15. I believe that lying in bed and just staring into space and emptying one's mind is wonderful

(16. i think the above 15 facts are very lame..)

day two - a picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Without a doubt, Mummy! Cause next to her, i always look like a child

and because i can tell her everything, although her doesn't listen very much.

Pfft, but mummies and daughters always go shopping together :)

I was going to do Day 3's picture, but that needs time, so maybe tomorrow! HAHA!

2011-01-16T22:48:00.004+08:00

Life has been horridly boring these few days.

& i may sound really ungrateful, but i think, the extra holiday we got was not needed.

Okay, fine, maybe not totally not needed;

but what i'm trying to say is, that i need a change.

A change from the wake-up-at-9-and-sit-on-the-bed-trying-to-find-something-to-do-that-will-last-me-the-entire-day routine.

And maybe thats why i've been going to JY's house every other day, and hanging out with the bunch everyday for the past week,

doing alot of brainless things.

Haha, i think, i'm ready to go back to school

But inside, i really wish that i could just go back to SC,

go back to the familiar place, doing familiar things but having that much fun.

It really doesnt help that YouTube is lagging so much

i had to wait close to 5min for my 48sec video to load!

I just removed the "what SHINee's chinese really means" video cause it was making my blog alignment look queer

i don't know if the decisions i've made the past week were wise choices

and i dont know if i made the right decision by putting ACS I first

but what i know, is that my God will always be there for me,

and guide my path, in His PERFECT plan.

Sigh what a redundant post,

but i needed to past time to wait for my videos to load.

Maybe i'll post about Taiwan soon!

The Love of God- My reflections

2010-12-12T01:31:00.003+08:00

My life has always been smooth sailing, although I wouldn’t say its perfect, but I never had to undergo massive experiences that could threaten to bring me down or turn my life around. Although I was not originally born into a Christian family, my family and I were brought to Bethany since I was three, and ever since, Bethany has been part of my growing up. I never feared that I would mix with the wrong company, and my friends were majority Christians, just like I was, and even those who weren’t Christians were nice and never made me question my faith. At home, while I may be the only girl, I never felt very alone. Even without being close to my brothers, I received much love from my parents, and my mother become the person whom I turned to every time I needed a listening ear, or someone whom could help me relieve my boredom. When I faced minor setbacks, be it friendship problems or academic results, I got up pretty quickly. I would tell myself that these problems came about because people weren’t prefect, we all made mistakes; and academic results, well, school was not everything in life. I got all that I asked for, and never felt that I needed anything more in my life. You could say, I led a very sheltered and pampered life. I never saw the need to pray for anything, and only went to the Lord in time of exams, out of habit.

Church became a routine as I grew. I remembered the time where I went to church because I wanted to meet up with friends there, and because I knew my teachers in church was expecting me to turn up. I was not really interested in what I learnt and waking up early on Sunday mornings gradually became burdensome, especially when my workload became heavier and heavier as O levels drew nearer and nearer. A few months before the O levels, and even before my prelims, I stopped going to church altogether. I came up with excuses that I was tired, or sick, and I felt that church was a waste of time when I was going there to listen to things that I was not exactly interested in. However deep down inside, I knew that whatever I was doing was wrong, I knew that I needed to go back to church. That was probably the Holy Spirit working in me, trying to turn me back to my faith. But time and time again, I ignored that voice within me, justifying my actions and I told myself I had time for God after my exams. Yet after the O levels, I still did not return to church, I told myself I needed time to rest after months of studying and continued to stay away from church.

So when Youth Conference drew near, I had ran out of excuses to not turn up, so I signed up. I still remember that Sunday, just moments before I left for church, and I was talking to my mother. I told her my worries, my unwillingness to go for Youth Conference. I was not ready to leave my computer, my bed and all those material comforts I possessed at home, just to go for conference. But I still went.

5th December 2010. I recalled the first evening message that Pastor preached that night, he showed us how Peter had failed Jesus and wanted to quit and leave and yet Jesus still took him back. That night, I saw Peter in my own life, how I felt that I could not compare to all those in church who had so much a stronger faith then I ever had. During vespers, Michelle shared how the people of Israel had failed God even with His reminders not to, and how God, in all His graciousness, told them to seek Him when they have failed, and He would not forsake them. Pastor shared that without love, there is no impetus to develop our faith. That night, I recognized that if I was still willing, even if in me, there was just a tiny spark of love for Him, He would still take me back and restore my relationship with Him.

That night, I made a prayer to God, and thanked Him for this chance I had to be away from the distractions I had outside, and to study His Word, to find my faith again. I realized that throughout the year, even when I was permanently absent from church, He had never let me go, and through the Holy Spirit, I had not forgotten completely of my faith and He was constantly reminding me to return. I prayed that I could focus on the messages each day, and sought His hand in helping me to understand each message, pleading with Him to let me be impacted by the messages so that I could understand what it meant to be a good and worthy Christian, and let my heart be touched.

I reflected back at the past conferences that i had been, how consecration had also been a spur of the moment impulse, one without much consideration on my part. I wanted this year to be different. Thursday afternoon, as I reflected over all the lessons I had learnt during evening devotions and bible study, I realized that I had indeed been touched by each lesson I had gone through and while I did a recap of each lesson, I saw that indeed, He was there all the while and had really helped me to understand the many lessons that we had and learnt about.

“Behold, what manner of Love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called Children of God” 1 John 3:1

God knew that we would fail, yet when we have realized our sins and know that we had failed, we can ask for forgiveness and return to the road of Salvation, He would take us back and forget our sins and still be His children because of the love He had for us.

“But God demonstrates His own love towards us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8

As I thought about how because of this love he had for us, while we were still sinners, He sent His only Son, to die on the cross for us; and I was deeply moved. I remembered thinking, I would not even give up my dog to save any of my friends, let alone people who did not even love me and did me wrong. Because of that, God’s love became more apparent to me.

Thursday night, I made such a prayer. I knew that the path to Salvation and the restoration process with the Lord is not going to be easy, but I determined to continue struggling with the weakness in my life, to overcome my lack of spiritual discipline, to have the right attitudes towards my faith and always seeking His hand in helping me to understand and apply the lessons that I had and will learn. I determined to follow Him, to grab the second chance I had, I wanted to make my life count for Him, I wanted to walk worthy of Him sending Jesus to die, for me.

“..nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which in Christ Jesus, our Lord.” Romans 8:38-39

Being thrown back into the world of distractions I am so familiar with, I know all the more that the journey will require much time, effort and prayer, but I know that I am not alone, because He had promised His love, and His presence. As I seek to set aside time each day to reflect and spend time with the Lord in prayer and quiet time and to let Him be my center, my priority, I know that He would be with me, every step of the way.

& as i look back, i really thank all my friends and teachers who also because of His Love, never gave up on me and continued to encourage me to return.

i'm glad i went for camp!

mmhrm, this is close to 1400words, i wonder if anyone is going to read it, but me! Hahah! :D

搖滾界的王子

2010-11-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

小鬼黃鴻升！！

生日快樂！從2005年，主持百分百誇張的你，從第一年出書的你，從鬼打牆的你，到今天搖滾界的英雄，赤鬼流，小紅的主人，Playboyz 的領導人，你真的變好多好多，變得更成熟穩重，變得更帥了！（雖然你那迷人的笑容沒變啦..) 我們都知道你會更努力的，所以也會永遠支持你！生日快樂哦！

祝你永遠快樂！（也希望你的桃花會開啊！最好是和楊丞琳符合啦！呵呵)

可愛又時尚的公主

2010-11-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

Ah Sa 蔡卓妍，生日快樂！

祝你永遠永遠快樂，幸福，開心就好，不用去管媒體的報導等。相信Twins會永遠很紅的，你也會在演藝圈里，愈來愈成功！

拼圖公主的生日

2010-11-12T19:29:00.003+08:00

陳意涵！

生日快樂，祝你天天快樂，希望痞子英雄電影版快快拍完，我一定回去看的！

今天是Sunshine王子的生日

2010-11-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

辰亦儒！生日快樂！
我的Sunshine王子，祝你天天開心，WOW做得愈來愈好，所主持的節目收視頗表？哈哈！
愛你啦！

2010-11-07T13:26:00.004+08:00

Blogger was being annoying and the alignment is all weird
but whatever, its study time now and i cant be bothered to change it!

Ah Sa and Mike He!

Nice show! (:

Charlene Choi is pretty! Haha

I can see why Xiao Gui likes Ah Sa so much!

Heh!

I did this quiz on the 27th of June, 2008
and since i'm bored, i shall do it again

Many changes have happened since 2008
lets see how much i've changed since 2 years ago :)

1) Name :
Carolyn
2) Name Backwards :
Nylorac
3) Were you named after anyone?
Nope. I'm special
4) Does your name mean anything?
Song of praise.
5) Nick Name(s) :
Carol, but only people who have been with my since young call me that. Meimei? I mean, thats what my family calls me! (:
6) Screen Name(s) :
Carolyn
7) Date Of Birth :
7th July, (hint, hint)
8) Place of Birth :
Singapore, Gleneagles Hospital
9) Nationality :
Singaporean.
10) Current Location :
Singapore.
11) Sign :
Cancer?
12) Religion :
Christian.
13) Height :
159 cm? Somewhere there.
14) Weight :
47kg.
15) Shoe Size :
Five?
16) Hair colour :
Black
17) Eye colour :
Black, or blue with contacts
18) What do you look like?:
Myself?
19) Innie or Outie? :
If it means introvert or extrovert, then introvert
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous :
Right.
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? :
Straight lah!
22) Best friend(s) :
JY, Domi, Esther, Christine, Claudia
23) Best friend you trust the most :
JY.
24) Best friends {your sex} :
see 22.
25) Best friends of the opposite sex :
None?
26) Best Bud(s) :
see 22.
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend :
Nope, too young.
28) Crush :
Erm, none.
29) Parent(s) :
Mummy and Daddy.
30) Worst Enemy :
Satan and Sin
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s) :
Church people who can give me advice.
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s) :
Them.
33) Funniest friend :
Esther
34) Craziest friend :
Faeqa.
35) Advice Friend :
JY.
36) Loudest Friend :
FEAQA!
37) Person you cry with :
i rather cry alone.
38) Any sisters :
No.
39) Any brothers :
Yeah, two.
40) Any pets :
Tigger<3 color="#ff0000">Mercedes SLK-Class, yes expensive taste, i know!
51) Room :
Whitish pink? Or Pinkish white?
52) What’s missing? :
What's missing where?
53) School:
SCGS
54) Bed :
Big enough for me.
55) Relationship with your parent :
Good.
56) Believe in yourself :
Not really, i need people to believe in me first.
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? :
It never works out, well, almost never. But its fun! Hahah
58) Consider yourself a good listener :
You wanna tell me?
60) Get Along with your parents :
Yup.
61) Save your e-mail conversations :
You can have conversations using e-mail?
62) Pray :
Yes.
63) Believe in reincarnation :
No
64) Like to make fun of people:
I dont unless they know i am joking.
65) Like to talk on the phone :
Depends who and when i am talking
66) Like to eat? :
Sure.
67) Like to drive :
i wish i could drive now!
68) Get motion sickness :
No.
69) Eat the stems of broccolietchay broccoli?
I eat Broccoli but what is broccolietchay broccoli

70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork :
I thought it was s'pposed to be Chicken FEET?
71) Dream in color :
No, its scary enough deja vu-ing
72) Type with your fingers on home row :
whats that?
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal:
Other then dotsy, lumpy and my croc, the rest are on the floor to make space for people like domi who likes to sleepover :)

74) Right next to you :
My Geog textbook! HAHA

75) On the walls of your room :
Fahrenheit, Luo Zhi Xiang and Yang Cheng Lin! And my whiteboards and iPod player!

i need more posters..

76) On your mouse pad :
not using one now!

77) Your dream car :
Xue Hai's Silver Merc in HMS, or Rouhe's yellow porsche in BF

78) Your dream date:
The ones in the dramas are sweet! HAHA

79) Your dream honeymoon spot :
Taiwan (they have really cool looking places) or Maldives :) Dunno lah!
80) Your dream husband/wife :
Someone like Xao Gui would be nice!

81) Your bedtime :
Late if i'm studying or watching shows, early if the next day is my Os!

82) Under your bed :
Boxes of Books and files.
83) The single most important question :
Whats nice to watch on TV or YouTube!

84) Your bad time of the day :
When something sad happens!

85) Your worst fear(s):
Not being able to watch my shows or doing horribly for Os

86) The weather is like :

Singapore is more often then not, disgustingly hot
87) The time? :
1314 AH, this is close to the nicest number on earth

88) The date? :
7th November 2010

89) The best trick you ever played on someone :

Playing tricks arent something to be proud of.
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like :
I think i am rather picky with regards to food!

91) Theme Song :
For now you mean? My current November Playlist has 87 songs..

92) The hardest thing about growing up :
Dealing with stress
93) Your funniest experience :
The first thing that comes to my mind is the Seaweed incident with Esther! Hahah!

94) Your scariest moment :
Watching MIT late into the night? Other then that, nothing?

95) The silliest thing you've said :
The things i say, aren't silly, they are special
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get a guy's attention :
Gosh, not so despo lah!
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s) :
Not sure.
98) The worst feeling in the world :
Hatred and guily-ness
99) The best feeling in the world :
Friendship and Love
100) 5 people you tag:
Anyone who is/was as bored as me.

Hahah done, i think, the only thing that's change is, i've grown fatter, have more expensive taste

esp in cars, watch way more dramas and am more uhrm, optimistic towards life! HAHA :)

2010-10-19T23:53:00.005+08:00

i really shouldn't be doing this,
but lets take it as an incentive to finish up more work (:

AAnd you see why i say i love smiles so much? :)

lets make it easier to credit, i took it all from Xiao Gui's Forum! HAHAH :)

2010-10-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

i have to do this in under 2 minutes,

bacuse after that my mom will walk into my room and exclaim in horror as to why i am not studying.

yes 6 more days,

oh horror!

being optimistic in this case, clearly, is not good

oh whatever (:

okay i just wanted to type this out,

where less people will see it as compared to fb

i know why i like calvin, xiao zhu and xiao gui so much

they all have killer smiles(:

wonderful(:

okay, there done!

hi mummy(:

2010-09-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

i will always check my essays before handing them in.

Yes, from now, i really will.

was it a good thing that Mrs Neo liked my essay so much

she gave me the "honour" to read it aloud for the entire class (what honour lah, i hate having to read stuff aloud!)

and whist i was reading, every other few sentences or so had a typo or grammer mistake!

Hahah, i just felt like hiding myself in one corner ):

Haha, and the recount, was slightly made up!

thats the best part! HAHA

喂喂你還好不好

2010-09-13T21:02:00.005+08:00

今天，讓老師失望了

才差一分，就掉到B3

那種對不起自己，對不起老師的感覺好難受啊！

真的得醒醒了

對自己負責任

前天忘記了，S.H.E,

生日快樂

近來的10年，還是會一樣紅的！

女王們，加油吧！

i started to listen to the S.H.E songs that i never did before, and i found wonderful songs from the compiled album!! 哦耶！（thats, oh yeah! on weibo!)

school's starting out fine.

its the final lap.

let's go! (:

i realised i express myself better in chinese lately(:

but its okay, i'm still perfectly bilingual! heheh

喂喂你還好不好,

我呢？現在。。還撐得住吧！

哈哈

2010-09-09T22:59:00.003+08:00

明天沒有學校，也不用上課，沒有補習那些有的沒有的，

好開心哦！終於可以在家好好的溫習功課，

也可以稍微休息一下！！

today, Jessica saw me at Thomson and didn't dare to saw hi!

(Hi Jessica, if you're reading this, since you still visit my blog)

okay, so point is, apparently, we as NCOs are still scary, regardless of whether we actually scold or not, cause if i remember correctly, i tend to get high when i'm visiting Linda during her FD lessons and what not! :) otherwise, i'm playing with Siti's tigger or my croc! :)

its the funnest thing to have study camp with Eggy and Christine and Domi today though, albeit the fact that Eggy was torturing my cup with packs of milo and concentrated milo goo! Ew ):

Too bad you didn't come Claudia, or did you decide to pon today! Today there were less then 30 people? When there should rightfully be at least 100 or 150!? Hahah, Ms Koh is going to be hopping mad :)

Wasn't a productive day, did 3 chem papers and read The Last Song! but then again, i was never as productive before! :) i wish i wrote as fast as Eggy, who finished a 101 things (which included stealing chocolates) :)

bought new posted and photocopied a whole load of math notes, now all i have to do is, finish watching my youtube videos, retire for the night and walk up bright and early tomorrow to do my work! yes, what a good girl i am :) :)

對了，我忍不住了，所以昨天created了微博！

好好玩哦！

it beats twitter hands down! :) and it obviously beats facebook status updates hands down cause there, no one will think you're weird when you update in chinese! :)

link is on the profile thingy :)

2010-08-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

its just sad that i have very few encouraging teachers,

those that are, are vey few and i really thank God for them.

Now see, take Higher Chinese, and SS for example, not only do i do satisfactory in those subjects, i am beginning to really love those subjects

a huge comparison to both sciences

and i know, i shouldn't base my results on teachers but sometimes, teachers who really believe in you, and i dont mean the kind that go " you can do better but you wont because you aren't working hard enough and blah blah blah", can really motivate you to do better, even if in the end, you will never need those marks.

老師came into class today and gave us new targets to work for, no, not targets, but rather realistic marks that will reflect our true potential. based on the class average and my recent prelims score, i figured no stress, cause at most its a b3. AT MOST. Then 老師 got to GR, and when she reached my name, all she said was "慧敏，如果你不拿到 A2，就是對不起18代的祖先。你是少數可以拿到A2的。你很早就有了很穩固的基礎，只是太久沒有發揮出來。Prelims的成績，你真的不該拿啊！”

at my seat, i was squirming about, while thinking about what she said, and then i recalled when we first started a new banded class with 老師, she told me exactly the same thing, that i had alot of potential in me to do well for chinese, and with a little more hard work, an A2 is not impossible.

& then you realised, 老師 is really, one of the few that can make me really feel that i can do well, and that i shouldn't give up on myself.

i wish all my teachers were like that...

but, yes, i love my SS teachers too, cause Mrs Wang is a really cool teacher(:

mhrm, i haven't done my homework, so i better do it now.

周渝民 looks absolutely cool here

one of the ultra rare pictures in which ANY of the F4 people looks nice!

eheh :D

2010-08-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

i think its time my blog really took a break,

which also includes my beloved Facebook and darling YouTube account which i can hardly live without ):

Prelim results have been disgusting;

okay, maybe i didn't do well for any subject in particular and only got slightly above average but still lousy marks for all my languages and humanities;

but as obvious as ever, my maths and SCIENCES are drowning and i am in deep trouble if they dont start picking up

its not even ten weeks to the real Os, but really, even sometimes i find myself thinking i still have the world's time in my hands, and deceiving myself that i am in full control of everything.

well, apparently not, so i really have to start bucking up.

it IS quite depressing rather,

with 5.5 hrs of EMath straight today, and more to come,

life in school seems rather bleak and just tiresome..

let's not panic here.

if miracles have been seen, with old girls who score 30 over points for prelims can study that much harder to get a 6-9 for Os,

i dont see why i can be like them, and my prelims indeed ain't very different..

hmm....

2010-08-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

Perfect English now, at least for the next 24 hours.

Oral tomorrow, so, wish me luck(:

I think, i screwed up Prelims, oh well, at least for Science and English,

i should have done relatively better then i thought i could for the others,

but nonetheless, its quite bad.

And oh, the trouble over schools next year too -.-

Not having chinese is not something easy,

proof seen from nearly an hour spent on YouTube videos (all chinese!)

And my iTunes which happens to be playing my chinese playlists now, since chinese songs make me concentrate more then english songs can..

Hahah hopefully, it'll turn out fine tmr (:

2010-08-11T22:16:00.005+08:00

Guess who? Yay, its finally out! Hahah i'm so proud of you Hebe!! :) Oh right, 田馥甄, 因為她說個人專輯時，請大家叫她的本名，S.H.E合體時，她才是Hebe. Yippee!

田馥甄 Hebe!

Torrential Rains today, Prelim Papers back tomorrow, indeed i need some happiness now! Eheh(:

Reflections during a state birthday

2010-08-09T18:31:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

LOVE YOU!

Now, lets talk about this oh so anticipated National Day Parade.

So now, while my darling poor juniors who have worked for months, marching every saturday to prepare for today, are standing out there, representing RCY and doing SCRCY proud, i'm here thinking, WHAT HAPPEN TO THE SONGS! Haha! After months of marching for them, now they march for a relatively long distance and stand for a longer time in Senang or Sediya and listen to the new renditions of the songs. (Which, have seriously became very weird...)

Whats with tonights gonna be a good night and all! &fast songs are suddenly slow songs and vice versa!? Argh!! Not fun to sing anymore! (And, there look like jokers out from the poker cards!!)

Oh yeah, not forgetting how daddy Mr Lee must always arrive before and wait for son Mr Lee! Hahah, but they're awesome in their own way so its cool! :)

I THINK OUR PRESIDENT IS THE COOLEST! :)

See, thats why i love SS :)

Nope, i am not standing for the National Athem and pledge, despite remembering how excited we were when we were little kids to stand and scream the song without fail every national day

Haha, my brother just asked me, "Aren't we supposed to be singing?"

The 21 gun dunno what thing is so cool! :) Haha, now i wish i was a part of THAT. hahah, no just kidding. Heheh :D

"Mr President, may i have your permission to march off the parade, SIR!"

SO CUTE ((((:

Hey juniors, you all can go march off now, nice and neatly! :)

Hey i think i saw you all!! well, the few of you.. Hahah

AND THE BELOK IS WONDERFUL! :D

Heheh, Red Cross and St Johns, my brothers and i. HAHAHAH :)

We're becoming such a first aid family!

Its only through SS, that you know what exactly is, a leopard tank!

The videos they used for in fact, very useful for SS-deterrence and diplomacy!

Actually, truthfully speaking, our deterrence policies and measures are impressive!

I love that raft transforming car!! :D

Our defence industry is just amazing!

Eheh, even our firefighting transport looks cool,

DID YOU SEE THAT DOGGY!!!

But yes, Corrinne May will always be my favourite local singer! :)

Okay gave up watching already, heh!

Watching Bar Benders on TVB now! Lovely, i forgot how much i used to love Leila Tong(:

What a wonderful day its been, and for the past 3 days!

Okay, thanks goodness i did SOME homework and revised a little chem.

I mean, i feel guilty, but less.

2010-08-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

you know how i felt so tired on friday and all,

well now i'm well and rested after wasting exactly 2 days doing nothing but YouTubing, hanging out with my mom's colleagues, and having too much fun with them. :)

sometimes, it just feels so nice to be spoilt by them and feel so much more comfortable with them, HAHAH :)

i think, i should start studying! :)

&&& thanks to Cheryl Jiejie, the chance of me going taiwan has now doubled. YES!

2010-08-06T15:34:00.003+08:00

默默的幫助，默默的支持，就夠了

不求回報，不求感謝，努力做好自己，

就算沒有對不起自己了，

那樣，幾年後，回想起自己努力走過的路

一切都值得的

幸好我有我的最佳聽眾！

有了她們，才能讓我不放棄，讓我闖出屬於我的一片天

2010-08-05T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today is such a happy flappy day!!

Haha, okay, i over-exerggerate, but its been wonderful forgetting the dreaded prelims, and just immersing myself in the arts (like you know, film and TV Dramas?)

So yeah, its still 5th August,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMI!

you're a big girl now who well, have a vast knowledge of random things like sun fishes. Although we love to bully you, ESPECIALLY deborah tan jy, BUT you know deep down we really love you, right? HAHA :)

Watched Aftershock with JY and Domi, and its amazing. &the experience was really..something else. Hahah we walked in 7 minutes late, and realised that the entire theatre and no kidding, they were ALL old (i mean, elderly) people, which was rather weird. Hahah plus we already looked like we pon-ned school.

And then, in the middle of the Earthquake scene, this old lady behind us suddenly burst out and said 太誇張了吧 super loudly, and the three of us couldn't stop laughing. But other then that, the movie was really good, and the lead actress was really pretty too! (Haha, JY agrees, so i am not kidding) Oh yeah, but earthquake scences just reminds me of geog, so THAT sucks. Haiz.

I'm glad to have my family, and really thank God i got to grow up in such a well-balance school and had good upbringing, no i'm not saying i'm a perfect little girl, but its just nice to know that i'm really blessed, sometimes :)

2010-08-04T15:46:00.002+08:00

I think, the media is a very cruel place to be in, (Haha, cruel stage!)
But yes, its rather horrible that stars get their home staked out and even their family gets thrown into this thing, its rather gross
and no, i may not exactly like them but i think its still sad...
(so i should appreciate them and their efforts more and watch more tv and all right)

Oh did i make it obvious enough for the past year, i hate Singapore shows, ahaha i mean after watching the taiwan and hong kong ones, Singapore's storylines are really, uh gross. Hahah, but i DID watch No Limits yesterday, although 70% of the time i didnt understand the whole thing, but the Malaysian girl is ultra pretty!! (: (: (:

you know, a senior once told me how she doesnt study when there was exams and all happening, and i thought it was really weird, but i realised its a GREAT way to de-stress. Yes i know the only paper left is Amath 2 and MCQs but i SHOULD be studying. HAHAH oh whatever, i will soon, before tuition starts :D

30th July 2010

2010-07-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

羅志祥, 生日快樂

waiting for Part 2 (:

yes, lit in 8 hours, then coming back to post again :)))

The serverity of the matter only sets in after you screw your most confident paper

2010-07-26T14:04:00.003+08:00

it sucks when my very first paper for the next two weeks left me annoyed and perhaps a little discouraged.
Seriously, i dont think the Olevel standard is close to half of what we did, and really, it doesnt make sense in giving us such high standard papers without making sure that we can first do normal Olevel standard ones.
Only english can save my prelims, and now every shred of hope is torn and unless i do super well for higher chinese, getting A1 for the prelims like i've been currently doing for the Olevel papers, there is no way my L1 for L1R5 will get above a B3 or B4, for that matter.

Clearly, i am rambling just to get everything out of my system.

2010-07-12T19:08:00.002+08:00

Jolin Singing Taiwan's World Expo Song 2010.

蔡依林代表台灣唱台灣的心跳聲

i never liked Jolin, other then knowing that she's really funny with 小豬!

but its nice to finally hear a song which really shows talent

沒有高音，沒有舞蹈等等，

只是單純的歌聲

i must say, her pure sweet voice is really clear and nice to listen to(:

i say, i think i am going on a hiatus now!

(i can finally use that word that looked so cool on my seniors blogs!)

but yes, prelims are in 2 weeks and i have tons to catch up on,

so while i am not going to completely shut myself off from cyberspace,

i will lock up the mac, which technically makes the internet alot less convenient!

(cause it means no updating of my itunes, or downloading and converting youtube videos!)

2010-07-08T22:09:00.003+08:00

Thank you Esther for the pretty cup that you sacrificed for me even though you want it! :)

Thank you WQ for the super cute bear globe! ((:

Thank you Justine for the wonderful sweets! it brings back memories of when i was in Japan!

Thank you Sec3s, for singing me a belated birthday song, with Ziwei outside singing along, and Faeqa, uh dancing along? :)

oh dear, i almost forgot,

THANK YOU JY for the biscuit "cake"and M&M candles! (: Whats up with the idea of edible candles now? :)

DOUBLE CHINESE WAS SUCH A KILLER!!

i think i had birthday hangover ( is there such a thing? ), and got really annoyed during chinese where we did the 2 compres plus summary. Just terrible, i wanted to rip the paper up!!

But SS was a relief, Mrs Wang never fails to make me smile, even though i should really be wondering why my A1 SS became..ugh!

Crashed RC like the NCOs wished we did last week, tried to hide from Sulin but Ruth and JP beat me to the cupboard, even though, really that cupboard is just filthy! :)

Sat through their FAC selections, with Nadira being, HAHA!

"there is a HOLE in my chest"-penetrating chest wound;

"I HAVE 2 THINGS ON MY ARM BLEEDING!"- animal bite

"something pounced on my arm!"- animal bite

Seeing them conducting lessons, selections, getting reported to, conducting punishments (SULIN WAS SO CALM WHEN SHE SAID "DOWN!" AND "ADJUST"), conducting bersurai, getting greeted before bersurai; its just proof that everyone of them have truly grown up!

then a sense of sweet nostalgia hit me and Faeqa, as we watched them go bersurai, cause we dont have a chance to turn back time anymore.

i can go trigo now, i mean, in relation to the fact that i couldnt before? :)

Plants vs Zombies, tsktsk! :) i will not get tempted,

even if JY is addicted with it now, and so is 小豬

i'll be like 小鬼

SWEET SIXTEEN (:

2010-07-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

Today was really AWESOME!

Started the day trying to fall asleep in the car but i couldnt so started the day with, 超人不會飛, and it kinda made me smile, cause, well nice tune? Yes! :)

And waited ages for dear Christine, whose LG decided to go on strike and she woke up at the time i reached school!- Walking ALONE! Haha, Christine, what a great way of starting my day eh! :D

So when i reached school, football-crazy Claudia decided to scream Happy Birthday, not that loud, but loud enough, so Thank You Claudia! (you should have just settled my b'day present during bio! Humph! Kaka is sad! ): )

Then got pleasantly surprised with 楊丞琳's 偏食 on 豆號, and a very funny article on artistes who may not seem like they can carry themselves proper of famous people! :)

Afterwhich, JY decided to pass me a REALLY long letter, and full of things that is totally appropriate of a birthday letter.

"You can reply to this letter if you want, but i wont reply.";

"you're one year older and closer to becoming wrinkly";

"We're more mature now so we can start the 愛殺十七 marathon after Prelims!"

And no JY, we will not watch it cause after prelims, its the Os! Hahah :) Then she offered me Goldilocks and the three bears brownies! (They're really good!) Yes, THANK YOU JY :D For sticking with me for 4years too! Bussing, Hans-ing, SCRCY-ing, GR-ing and what not!

Following that, Domi decided to be koala and hugged me really tightly, and Esther saying happy birthday, so Thank you Domi and Esther too! We all love Amath dont we?! :)

Christine, finally arriving to school, flustered so she passed me present later in class. Well she tried to trick me into thinking all i got was the Fahrenheit brochure, didnt fall for it, and got the book too. With a card and loads of stickers and 辰亦儒！！ Thanks Christine! :) 我開心就好嘛！

Love you guys! Zoo again sometime (:

Thanks Mariann, for singing happy birthday to sailor moon ALL DAY, annoying and weird much, but hey, thats what you specialise in right?! :D

Thanks Wenling, for the letter and present too! :D

Thanks Ellen, for entertaining the mad little girl about soccer and always lending me your chem and wishing me everytime you saw me today! Oh yes, and uh, the handshake! :D

07th July is officially over..

Didnt manage to take a complete level photo

(but thanks to every single one of you!)

OH YES, OMGOSH,

THANK YOU NCOs! Thank you, my dear juniors, that even in the midst of enjoying the room and getting used to leading SCRCY, you all dont forget me and took time to create a HUGE PINK PUBLIC DECLARATION OF YOUR BIRTHDAY WISH TO ME! It was ultra big and obvious, and i really really got a gigantic surprise!

And you all very smartly didnt let the surprise stop there!

Thank you for that really awkward, ultra embarrassing but super sweet gesture during recess, when SO MANY of you came up just to sing Happy Birthday in the Canteen (where there is the echo and so many people heard).

Thank you! While, i wouldnt say you all are ooohhh cute, (like my friend now thinks you are), but you all are really special and i'm really going to miss you all like crazy when i leave SC!

Keep the positive attitude up, your very special level is destined to go far :D

&thanks to the cute little sec2s and 3s who shyly came up to say Happy Birthday too! i really appreciated it juniors! (:

Last but not least, my dear levelmates, randomly coming up to wish me;

WQ walking right up to say happy birthday;

JP wishing in i-dont-know-what accent is was chinese, and

isabel who quickly wished me too.

No doubt, to Faeqa, who screamed happy birthday and started being ultra weird right outside the Khoo Audi before assembly.

Also to Linda and Chloe, who ALSO SAW THE ULTRA BIG PUBLIC DECLARATION on the RC Board, and wished me too! Linda, who smsed me after that, telling me that old-peadophilic uncle from Gourmet Baby is NICE? and to say happy birthday too(:

Thanks LEVELMATES (: its been an awesome 4 years!

Of course, all the many people on FB and in my inbox, thank you(:

Thanks Belle! i really loved the card and you splendiferous birthday cakes! Just like you, i'll never forget your birthday too, cause its exactly one month before mine! Thats probably why we're such special friends to each other(: IMY too! :)

Its not my birthday anymore, but i'm thankful for yesterday.

Thank you Lord, for preserving me all these 16years, giving me friends, keeping me sane through all those stress, and being there for me whenever others left.

Tomorrow there is SS! (:

2010-07-06T20:12:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE WONDERFUL!

know why? cause there is no LIT or CHEM!

only wonderful awesome subjects like Geog, Eng, Bio and Emath

i mean, which subjects are truly awesome, so these are al-right; non-annoying subjects and teachers, so.. (:

Just hope i dont fall asleep during double Emath, right after recess! *groans*

Maybe, i wont try to recount June Camp anymore

Two weeks have passed, and i'm getting used to the changes

I'll just leave those precious memories to my photo album! :)

No matter how much i think 周杰綸 is that much of a horrible singer, 超人不會飛 is growing on me, even though i took listening to the song 3 times and concentrating on the words to FINALLY understand what in the world he is singing. HAHAHAH :)

I love the Zoo! :) But we didnt get to see Pedro! ):

2010-06-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

all of a sudden,

i am ELATED that i already have my A1 for chinese, which i can use in my L1R5, because i dont see how else i can make any of my other subjects, (other the the other 4 plus english) a one.

At the very least, while i try to work at those subjects that i may be able to get a one, and work even harder to make sure the rest are also twos, if not ones, i can be assured i've clear one part of my L1R5

oh kill me now.

2010-06-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

you know, reading all my juniors blogs all over again,

seeing how sad they seem,

seeing how they really miss us, or at least say they're going to?

writing as if we'll never be there again, or that they'll never see us again

i'm really proud at how far we've come as a level,

from blur sec1s,

to fairly responsible sec2s,

to committed sec3s,

and finally to NCOs, who've made such a huge impact

i'm grateful the teachers recognised the efforts we made,

praised our level, and finally

let us go.

i'm glad, we made an impact for our juniors, and really

well, thats the most important thing isn't it?

No goodbyes is playing on my shuffled iTunes now.

曬的陽光淋的雨滴都值得回憶

2010-06-28T21:01:00.003+08:00

i think its that time now, when i haven't really accepted the fact that we've passed out.

today, seemed like a usual day, going to school, hating having chem (and chem test for that matter), loving chinese and english lessons, trying to pay attention during lit and bio, and ending the day with AMath with Mrs Lim, laughing at my mistakes for the mock paper and getting more marks!

Our juniors just well, seemed the same too

the NCOs gathered at the amphi eating together and trying their hardest to bond; the exact same thing my level used to do; everyday, without fail.

Till the room came along that is.

the sectwos and secthrees, passing our vision occasionally and most of them too shy to look up and say hello.

it was like nothing has changed.

But everything did.

walking past the shaw hall, i was filled with thoughts about our last night as NCOs,

staying up late writing all 21 letters to the NCOs,

eating chips that Debbie brought, trying to resist the temptation of gobbling everything down cause then its ultra fattening,

walking around the hall trying to keep awake,

sitting on the steps of the stage, to make sure i'm meters away from my sleeping bag

finally finishing the letters at 2 plus and then plonking on Diley to sleep.

Sitting on the steps of the amphi, remembering the times we sat there, gathered to do debrief;

The eco-pond, where i last became a casualty for firedrills as an NCO;

The classrooms where i used to teach my beloved secthree juniors RCV, and ending up becoming much closer to them, teaching them how to be good NCOs, telling them to treasure all they have in cadet life;

the canteen, where we last said the Tick-tock cheer as a cadet, screaming our lungs out and laughing at how everyone just goes really loud at "permission to carry on ma'ams!";

the courtyard, where in sec1, i cried while doing leg raisers and pumpings on the hot afternoons on friday, the NCOs then, screaming at us non-stop as our shouts got softer and softer after 50over pumpings and no less then 10mins of leg raisers straight;

and finally;

the gallery, where we last felt that, we really belonged to SCRCY, and the final minutes that SCRCY belonged to us, the final tear falling as we handed over all our work and the Unit.

how come, i can remember all these things so vividly, even after so many months and years?

will i ever be able to forget them, then?

曬的陽光淋的雨滴都值得回憶

曾灰心以為我來錯了世界

太多想法很另類找不到人瞭解

當我說的感覺牽動著你的臉

互動的淚讓我們變得特別

你是我的魔力想要勇敢就想你

一眨眼睛把不如意都變成流星

你是我的魔力心情不好我就想你

刪除憂鬱複製甜蜜笑容不結冰

2010-06-27T19:46:00.002+08:00

been moody all weekend, constant headaches and moping around the house

i seriously dont have the mood to go back to school tomorrow

otherwise, if i do JY will just have to keep snapping me back into reality or to concentrate in class.

first period is double chem, and i dont know if we have a test,

and i already seriously cant stand the subject for way too many reasons

will have to post about june camp when my splitting headache is over,

and when i can calm down enough to recollect those memories and put them down into words

Back to reality

2010-06-25T23:51:00.009+08:00

&we've finished our four-year journey,

passing the running shoes to the current batch of NCOs

to help them continue on with this wonderful journey

giving them all the support we can muster.
They look good, dont thay? :)

Also, we leave the secthrees and sectwos, leaving with them only our legacy and hopefully inspire them to become great leaders for the future juniors.

Looking back, our times in Red Cross was nothing less than memorable.

The things were did, unforgettable memories will always be with us

Sec1s, New Recruits 2007

Us as new recruits, learnt how to stop drag---Everyone walked around the classroom following behind Sylvia Ma'am until we stopped dragging
Being the first one to be used for a live demonstration for the pretty arm sling that we learnt from Munching Ma'am
My "lovely" scalp bandage for FA promo test, which everyone just loved to laugh at!! --hey! i can do a scalp bandage now! no problem! :)
Doing evac with Indora Ma'am as the spice garden!
Firedrills in June Camp--woken up by the seniors half an hour early to wash up and sitting in the gym, just waiting for the firedrill whistle to sound; the many firedrills a day
THAT firedrill, that the secthrees got locked up, and we ended up with less then 5 people in the live squad.
&THAT firedrill, after shower time, the base was the lobby, and it was a marine accident; jellyfishes stings, Chloe hyperventilating, and the secthrees seemingly going missing ; freaking the entire unit out
Doing hundreds of pumpings and leg raisers in the bus bay, just after we showered.
Going down to men's pumping with every single change of venue; and even 40 over minutes in men's just waiting for the other group to arrive back into school. Yes, >40min, according to JY; while the NCOs stood there and screamed at the other group for not running to join us.
Formal Camp Reports.1000words and structure standardised
Practicing footdrill every recess for fun and laughing at it all the time.
Circle bonding in the amphi
Lunch in 5min during June camp.
Our styrofoam cup buddies!
Dione being extremely environmentally friendly during debrief and advised all of us to not use styrofoam too much because of CFC's

Sec2s the best year of Red Cross 2008

Failing RCV silver and OA bronze many many times, until we got scolded so badly by the NCOs
Doing stuff for the juniors, but not sure whether we were doing it the right way
Taking over as i/c for camp groups because the secthree level was so small! Hahah!
Learning what a triage was
SFA! Setting a new record, getting the whole level to pass in one shot!
Getting lots of chocolates during RCV :)
Guides Campfire, Peiying Games Day, LA Fest
Going out for level bonding
Enjoying ourselves terribly in what was the best year in Red Cross
WUSHU DURING JUNE CAMPP! :) and that mediacorp guy teaching us! With certain people thinking he is really hot :D
Quail Egg buddy! Which i may have accidently cooked and possibly eaten when i got home

Sec3 the leadership year 2009

Not doing much in lessons cause they couldn't really teach us gold stuff
Gold modular workshops and accreds at HQ
Learning from past mistakes
Clearing up misunderstandings and learning how to be good NCOs
Trying our hardest to be good role models
Doing AOP! Hundred pages proposals done over less then a month
Going to by tea at shop and save with Rahrah and lugging them back to school on the first day of June Camp
Overall I/C for March Camp
Overall I/C during June Camp--how efficient the level was and it didnt take more then a min or so to change over
Campfire and nightwalk I/C
Being the FIRST I/C in secthree :)
Overall I/C for flag day at Plaza Sing, and my aunt donated to me and debbie :D
Treasuring our times as a cadet before moving on
Cotton Wool buddy!
Folding stars wherever i went--i bet it was nearly 1000 stars or more we folded.

Sec4 the NCO year 2010

Secthree RCV lessons almost every week, but never having more then 10 people in class
Getting punishments back!
Discipline standards increased, first aid standards increased
New batch of juniors, still bigger then our level
The room--all the mess and rubbish, but the only place in the school we could call ours
March camp
June Camp (more in probably the next post)
Taking charge and enjoying the process
Being the best NCOs we could be--and the teachers acknowledged it, while thanking us for how far the unit have come since.

i'll miss everything.

i promise.

2010-06-23T00:14:00.002+08:00

Thats it, in a few hours time,

i'm going to start on the final lap of the journey in Red Cross.

In barely a few days, the things i am so familiar with,

the tears, annoyances, and laughter will cease to become just a memory

Everything we've done for the unit, will now be passed to the secthrees,

and although i dont doubt their ability to keep the standard of the unit there,

i dont really want to leave either.

Three and a half years

will all end

with the arrival of June Camp, and the commencement of the final day.

The last reporting, and the last bersurai.

And finally, we will have to take our leave,

to leave the unit in the hands of our juniors.

Why is it that, when one part of me is finally ready to unload this burden,

the other part of me really just one to hold on longer.

The final three days, and our journey ends.

Wish me luck.

2010-06-20T21:01:00.004+08:00

Reading through my blog posts in 2007 and 2008, i really wonder when i started losing the innocence and cheerfulness. Maybe i still sound rather, happy, but yeah..

I used to post everyday, and 99% of the time, i could post long posts on red cross and cadet life, how we got along terribly well, and had the most fun in red cross, but everything is going to end.

I'm gonna be a senior in 2 days.
~THE BABIES OF SCRCY ARE GROWING UP~

-January 29th, 2008

Yes, the babies of SCRCY have indeed grown up. And its time for us to leave the unit to our juniors, the very one we've watched growing up, maturing and becoming good seniors themselves.

I DID want to post some reflective thoughts about red cross, but typing them out is just so different as compared to when you are really thinking about it, so i shant.

Oh yes, chairing today was awesome, i think :)

Even the impossible is easy, when we got each other

One day, we are going to get so high.

別在想了，林慧敏

快點去做功課吧！

2010-06-19T13:18:00.005+08:00

Karate Kid is really awesome,

but its kinda long, so i dont recommend watching it after 9.40. Cause then it'll end at 12 plus, and then tired-ness will rush in :)

Jaden Smith has such boyish charm (:

Next time, i shall make my son learn chinese 功夫

haha, yeah right :p

My mom just announced that for christmas, she'll get my brother and i sunglasses. like real sunglasses, not the "cheapo" one i have. HAHAHAH :)

Plane Geometry is more fun then trigo, debbie (:

Happy Birthday Ella :D

2010-06-19T12:56:00.003+08:00

i have to admit, i totally forgot. heh

but,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA

Ella, 生日快樂，祝你永遠幸福快樂

順便也祝你早點找到愛情吧！哈哈

2010-06-17T20:47:00.002+08:00

i want to re-watch 下一站，幸福
its come to the point where i want to watch something, but there is really nothing that is tempting me to watch, and suddenly YouTube does'nt seem all that fun, since i've watched way more videos then i should.

so what should i do now? i should REALLY study for Prelims, which is in maybe, a little more then three weeks? But i'm so sick of studying too. i just want to laze in bed and sleep for really long, waking up feeling nice and refreshed.
but, oh yes, i want to do my nails :)

maybe, i should just be glad i got to go to kino today with christine and domi(:

在冰場上如果說，要把手交給對方

就等於把生命交給對方。

剛剛我會答應牽著你的手，

就等於承諾會保護你，

不顧一切的。。

Van Ness is not as cute as Jerry Yan,

but like Christine said, he has a nicer body shape. HAHAHAHA

2010-06-15T20:52:00.001+08:00

no matter what, i will change my blogskin tmr. HAHA :D AH I JUST REALISED ALL MY DETAILS MAY BE GONE ):

2010-06-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hey debbie! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i miss those times we spent together just walking aimlessly around shopping centres whenever we go out, and even in the beginning of the holidays last year (DID WE HAVE MATH LAST YEAR?) walking around AMK Hub shopping and all...

now its always rush rush to math then rush home, so we hardly spent much time together, but anyway, thanks for being such a SPECIAL friend debbie (:

2010-06-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

i realised this colour on the blogskin colour makes things hard to read, so i will change my blogskin soon. thing is, the mac cant download the html, so i have to go down to change the skin on the computer instead.

school is officially out, but not really too.

Haha, but well, the WONDERFUL thing is, i got my early birthday present :D

Camp will start soon, and i dont know if i'm ready to let it all go.

4 years of memories.

好想念小時候的我們，

天真，活潑，可愛

今天，我排了隊，買了雪糕，還買了台灣珍珠奶茶

排隊時，我突然想起五歲的我，學會了如何耐心的等著

手裡拿著棒棒糖，的我，是最開心得吧！

2010-05-23T23:04:00.004+08:00

on the way back from 舞法舞天！

Spent the night, sms-ing Christine, and hoping Eileen can get my CD signed!

She's still in the queue for 羅志祥,hehe!

So anyway, i realised that..

我其實很欣賞小鬼和小豬。

他們兩曾感受到失敗，挫折，走下坡的滋味

但他們堅持到底，永不放棄自己的夢想，不顧一切的犧牲和努力往夢想的目標前進

小鬼，他終於發個人唱片了，也得到不少的鼓掌和認同，主持方面也進步了很多

小豬羅志祥，回到了新加坡，開了第二巡迴演唱會，室內體育館爆滿了人，現在過了5個小時，還在為粉絲歌迷簽唱片。真不虧是亞洲舞王，我們所認識的全能王

天降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行指乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。——《孟子》

失敗，不一定是壞事，所謂塞翁失馬，堅持到底，才是真正的成功

小鬼，小豬，我真的覺得你們很棒，也讓我默默感到驕傲。加油吧！

2010-05-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

羅志祥新加坡站舞法舞天演唱會好看慘了你沒去真可惜（羅志祥，你看！我有聽你的話!)

pictures if i'm free :D

it was really good.

awesome!

2010-05-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

books that i ~~want~~ need

Corydon Trilogy
Cronus Chronicles
The Kate Chronicles!

Thank you, whoever is going to buy them for me (:

2010-05-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

HEY ESTHER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY FAVOURITE 最美麗，最漂亮的公主

LOVE HORSES FOREVER K :D

HEHE :D

HEY MABEL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WHEN'S OUR STANFORD OUTING HUH?

&YOU LOVE MONKEYS FOREVER K :D

HAHA :D

i love my friends (:

its so apt that i can use one picture for the both of them too! :D

and they have such unique features, i mean, of loving a particular animal ( and in esther's case, more then her friends! -.-)

鎖住時間

2010-05-15T11:39:00.004+08:00

New Blogskin! <3

Preetty, but i wanted to use another one, but it wont work! ack ):

Red Cross is ending pretty fast and well, no more thursdays coming back from school feeling dog-tired and sleeping throughout the night and waking up feeling very guilty

But i'm going to miss all our time staying back in the hot afternoon,

trying to be good role models for our juniors

going for RCV values feeling annoyed because there is nothing to teach and end up either doing other red cross stuff and just stoning

watching in envy that the cadets get to learn new stuff and have firedrills while we walk around aimlessly.

i miss being a cadet, argh!

It seems just a few months ago that we were introduced into Red Cross, with Shafwaty Ma'am calling me up to inform me about Red Cross Rules,

and doing punishments and firedrills right after we bathed,

and pumping on the courtyard floor in the hot afternoon,

going home with aching knees and muscles aches the next day

(: That was, a great time actually

It all ended last year anyway.

"一起鎖住時間 ,留更多紀念

最愛剪貼屬於我們的細節" 鎖住時間 S.H.E.

紅十字會，是我這幾年來

曾後悔的一件事，

但它也會是我永遠永遠忘不了的一件事

2010-05-07T21:29:00.003+08:00

boo, my computer seems to be jumping back and forth from the pages. Hee!
my animal chops are smiling sweetly at me, so cute right?
(i bet i'm seeing things now! hah!)

okay whatever.

HAPPY WORLD RED CROSS DAY! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JEAN HENRI DUNANT!
this will be the last time i will slave to prepare the uniform for your birthday, but i hope you've been appreciating it! HAHAHHAHAH :D
i reckon, i'm going mad! (:
So Mrs Low (well, rather blatantly) said that the other uniformed groups are doing much better now because of our influence, and rather, srsly, in 9 years? HAHA (:
but it was rather cool that Mr Ling came down today too! He looked really comfortable in his uniform, and not hot and sweaty like we all were! :P
my knees have holes from the Peranakan Garden floor! and then i came up with the reason why the ground was more pricky ( is that even the right word for it? but okay..nvm!) then the courtyard ones, and i realised its caused we smoothen the ground in the courtyards when we sit that every morning. that, it why it wasn't as bad doing 100over pumpings on that ground, coupled with hentak and leg raisers that previously as compared to 2mins of kneeling in the garden.

i was rambling yes? :)

i want to go to FUDAN university to study law! :) Ahh <3

2010-04-26T20:01:00.003+08:00

Today turned out, well, well (:

woke up feeling sick (or wishing to be, for that matter)
and thinking up of ways to get an MC
then i stared at my clock which happened to tell me or shout to me that it was 6.35!
which means i was so late! :p

so rushed out of bed and dumped my pencil case nicely in my bag ( see the irony?)
washed up and went to school, sleeping whist i was in the car!

--this is starting to be a personal recount eh?--

chem remedial was fairly productive only because Metals is easier then say, mole concept (:
BIO WAS UTTERLY BORING AND USELESS, but isnt it always? :D
Study camp was, fun! and fattening, because we were fed too much
Mrs Long insisted today was eat all you want because i dont want leftovers day! :)
I'm stuck facing the wall (see, no distractions there!) and having a huge table all to myself while most of my friends have to share table space. YIPPEE :D

then i was walking home from the bus stop and while walking past the Longkang, the HUGE RAT ran past!
i thought it was a cat.. (:
then it ran past again, so i KNEW it was a rat in the end! :)

Haha, NO HIGHER CHINESE TUITION TODAY!
Haha, not a good thing, but not exactly a bad thing either!

Okay, i hear mummy coming, and i think she is going to nag! :D
Bye bye!

PS: I FINALLY got my stanford book and testimonial!
i sound like an angel to my teacher :D

2010-04-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

great, my brother just argued with my mom about ALevels and stuff
&he says he's stressed, and want to drop H2 lit, which i dont exactly think is a bad thing.

and my mom was talking bout how only people who are stupid drop their subjects so late in the year.
and how her friend's son just got AAAB for As and cant get into his desired module in Uni.

After that, she came and asked me how i felt about my brother wanting to drop,
truthfully, all i want to do is go overseas and do well for my As
(but no, i doubt that will ever happen.)
Sigh ):

Jesus is Alive

2010-04-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

⁵⁵"Where, O death, is your victory?
Where, O death, is your sting?"

1 Corinthians 15:55

HAH, Jesus IS alive (:

The greatest tragedy man ever had to face, and Jesus through that, washed our sins away. 3Days later, the greatest triumph: that Jesus has risen.

The Easter Concert was yet another stunning performance, and it get better and better each time!

HAPPY EASTER! Remember to thank the Lord, for dying for us! (:

&yes, before i forget, congrats to the Arts Fest-ers!

HAHAH, SCRCY IS HAVING ITS BEST YEAR YET!

Hebe！生日快樂！

2010-03-31T20:49:00.003+08:00

生日快樂！對不起，有點晚了，

但希望昨天已讓你開心過！

希望近日來可以和你的首長專輯見面哦！

17th April 見！

2010-03-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

賀軍祥！in a lovely YELLOW porsche

鬥牛，要不要！

惡魔，在身邊！

羅志祥！！！

飛輪海！！！

17th April

S.H.E 愛而為一巡球演唱會新加坡站

22 May

羅志祥舞法舞天3的巡球演唱會新加坡站

haiz, and i'm supposed to have OLevels

哈哈哈哈，人生是應該好好enjoy嘛！你說，對不對！

好屌哦！

i really CAN survive without a blog

2010-02-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

since i have 4 min of extra time, i might as well crap out something.

hmm,

yippee, thats 3000words!

i'm so efficient :D

i prayed from last year all the way to this year!

2010-01-01T00:14:00.007+08:00

the last 3 mins of 2009 was well spent,

and so were the first few minutes of 2010

How did YOU spend your last few minutes of 09 and first few minutes of 10?

Did you spend it wisely, or did you spend it bathing, like my little bro?

HAHA :D

so now, its..HAPPY NEW YEAR

lets welcome the i-dunno-what-animal-year

01.01.10

what an ugly date, but OH WELL! HAHA :D

Looking back, 2009 was a year that i can be thankful of in more ways then one.

this very group that made my saturdays more well spent then ever before! From that very first gathering! Thanks for not giving up on me and always encouraging me to come! :D

2. Although i never realised it myself, i think i became abit more hardworking over this year. Yeah maybe my results arent so great yet, but i see improvements, in maths and in the way i see school and homework. So i'm sure that by God's Grace He'll help me become even more hardworking to strive on for next year.

3. God really blessed me with wonderful class friends this year. Sure i may have lost some friends elsewhere, but nicely enough, i became good friends with my circle of close friends now! Thanks friends! Hahah, lets continue watching more taiwan dramas and having great time talking all about cute guys! HAHAH :D

&Rahrah, and Eggy and Hannah, and Niken
(haha van ness and vik cho! hahahahaha :D)

4. Thanks for an amazing well spent holiday too! :D

Work Experience at Ignatius J and Assoc, work experience with TOPH

Getting to learn more about lawyers and the HR Stuff!

(Remember how i always wanted to be a HR at a hotel or smth! HAHA )

TOPH(: <3

My Home away from home other then school, a place where many literally saw me growing up

5. Youth Conference, or what part of it that i was there.

Trying my best to get the gist of everything that was learnt in 5days!

Making new friends! WENYUAN!!

Haha, appreciating the 1994's girls batch so much more

Tab! <3

6. 31.12.09

What a wonderfully silly meaningful day it is! :D

Haha Prayer and friends really do go well together, no? (:

7. Family, and The Lord's hand in helping my siblings and i to become friends. Not just siblings, but people we can talk to at times. Esp my little bro, who would rather sleep on the floor in my room to talk( and use my comp) then sleep in his room on his bed :D

This is what i thank God for as 09 slips away! :D

and welcome 2010!

I dont want school to start, oh school please dont start, yahhh! D:

Oh little ones, do you know that my results for chinese is out in 12 days!

Oh how wonderful! ):

Hehe, my little bro just asked me if he could stay over at his friends house tmr

B: Can i stay over at my friend's house tmr, he lives in ___

C: Huh, ask mummy lah! Ask me for what!

B : Oh uh, mummy ask me to ask you!

C: Uh so i'm supposed to say..

B: Just say yes! then mummy will let me go. she say if you say can then i can..

And then you wonder, what my mom is thinking at times (:

2009-12-15T21:16:00.002+08:00

辰亦儒，你生病了！希望你可以康復起來！亞綸，你也生病了嗎？你要好好啊！亞綸！快從醫院出來吧！大家好想念你哦！現在933在播聽飛輪海，沒有你還蠻怪耶！聽飛輪海的審音好爽

他們在講新加坡的聖誕氣氛，亞倫的病和對剛辦完的concert的感受

現在播出“越來越愛”

他們在講吳尊吃的部份，其他的團員都想吃都不可以！辰亦儒差點被打哦！哈哈，大東講英文！

"3 birds sits on my window and yellow leaves of autumn''

桃花小妹的cd出來了？大東和亦儒講跟huang jinglun演戲的經驗，講到吻戲哦！

現在播出：不會愛

他們在講4年後的努力，經驗還有不一樣的飛輪海

播出的是。。我也不知道耶！

chey,剛才還沒播出！現在播出的是寂寞暴走

講了明天的"concert" 在st. james powerhouse

（氣死我了！我不可以去！未滿18雖）

現在播出：留下來！

妳們真的不留下來嗎？

2009-12-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

i'm officially sick!

like, really sick! this is the uhrm first time in a VERY VERY VERY long while that i am sick sick!

i have to take many many medicine now ):

boohoo, i think, i blame GUANGZHOU!

bad air, bad food, bad shopping, bad bus

but then again, nice scenery and nice places to visit? :D

I JUST SWALLOWED TWO EXTRA TABLETS FROM MY FLU MEDICINE!

HOW STUPID D:

FREED 09

2009-12-11T20:22:00.003+08:00

Youth Conference 2009

(my one and a half day escapee in search for spiritual food)

hahah that sounded weird, hehe(:

Camp was cool, even if i missed alot of lessons (VERY regretful)

but i learnt alot from Pastor about our inheritance too :D

a second chance in life is cool aint it? (:

and i talked to alot of people too! :D

Haha, i'll miss our overseas brethren! :D

hehe i was actually going to post smth really long,

but forget it! :D

i realised i lost the ability to post long long stuff on blogs now! :D

羅志祥對他的媽媽很孝順耶！

好佩服他，我也要和他好好學習

做一個孝順父母的孩子，做一個好妹妹，好姊姊！

耶，我還蠻羨慕羅志祥的媽媽哦！

做他的媽媽會比做歌迷，做女朋友來的好！

到廣州了1

2009-12-01T10:02:00.002+08:00

Didnt post much about work experience

but then again, i cant cause it was so awesome i dont know how to express it in words!

Haha english fail! :D

用繁體中文比較好玩！哈哈，

我的“同事們” 我超想念妳們耶！

說實話，我還是非常捨不得妳們，還希望以後可以在回到那和妳們“並肩作戰”！

我們做得蛋糕和餅乾好吃嗎？

你們現在沒有了我們，是不是作工時更快呢？反正我們不在，也少了吵吵鬧鬧的學生嗎！

哈哈，我還蠻想念那些吵吵鬧鬧的日子哦！

妳們！快去看轉角＊遇見愛！還有桃花小妹和海派甜心！

海派甜心里，帥氣的羅志祥出現了！好好玩耶！

哈哈，真的，去看吧！

i am cool and famous!

2009-11-24T23:19:00.004+08:00

go visit this website: http://makingpinklemonade.com/

i was blog hopping and i found this amazing picture and book, written by a Singaporean called Carolyn Lim!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i am so amused! i feel so awesome! (:

anyone want to buy the book for me?! :D

Corner * With Love

2009-11-21T16:40:00.005+08:00

炎亞綸，生日快樂

對不起，我說過在你生日那天一定像給亦儒一樣post，為你過生日，但最進很忙，所以這個post有點晚了。但還是祝福你生日快樂，多多照顧自己，不要在受傷了！

Happy Belated Birthday Aaron! :)

typing in traditional chinese is fun

and its looks much nicer (:

Corner with love is so nice, and Qin Lang is super sweet! :)

Work Experience Programme

So far, WEP has been the best experience

sure, there are day where we go to work and stone for half the day because there is nothing to do,

but the office people are really nice and friendly,

and Mr Ignatius J really takes great care of us, and exposes us to the coolest stuff!

We went for appeal cases, criminals cases, pre-trial conferences and so on,

we get to sit in the actual courtroom and not with the public but with the lawyers!

Can you imagine, 15 year old girls get escourted to the lawyers tables by the baliffs?

Its the coolest thing ever!

I'm so thankful for it

We went to the family and juvenile court

we went to the subordinate courts

and we even went to the supreme court!

Sat into criminal cases and see prisoners in the metal cage in the courtroom!

Just imagine, HAHAHA! :D

We even got to be his personal translators for his clients :)

What an enriching experience! I cant wait for next week!

An experience applied

Today i was coming home from Thomson and overhead a father scolding his daughter

so being really busybody, i tried to hear their conversation,

okay they talked very loudly too!

Yupp, so the father was saying stuff like how the mother breaks the law,

and the courts should step in and the judge is angry

and yada yada yada

and based on my experience with WEP,

i concluded that this was a divorce matter and this was regarding a custody case.

the father gets friday nights with his daughter, and the mother is doing all she can to ensure that the daughter is in ballet case on friday nights.

Or smth like that,

sigh, poor kids get dragged into adults issues.

I just hacked into someone's internet connection :D

2009-11-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

HI CHRISTINE!

HI DOMINIQUE!

HI JY!

HEY CHRISTINE THANKS FOR LETTING US SLEEPOVER :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, 辰亦儒

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, 炎亞綸

2009-11-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

Credits: CalvinChen777

什麼是朋友？朋友永遠是在你犯下不可原諒錯誤的時候，仍舊站在你那邊的笨蛋！

莎士比亚說:人們可支配自己的命運，若我們受制於人，那錯不在命運，而在我們自己。

(hint hint Christine, my "bi" is correct)

泰戈爾說：“可能”問“不可能”：你住在哪裡，“不可能”回答說：在那無能為力的夢裡

完美的愛情讓人意志薄弱，不完美的愛情傷害人心

Haha, awh so cute!

Kill or be mute, its your call :D

(who get's this! Hehe)

omg so nice(:

Happy Birthday Calvin!

2009-11-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

辰亦儒, 生日快樂

Happy Birthday Calvin!

10.11.2009

you're really awesome!

2009-11-08T18:52:00.003+08:00

(This is nice(: even if his's shirt and hair is weird)

Edit: I just watched the video and i realised how funny it is! Hahah all of them have weird hair or accessories and the backup dancers are like their bodyguards of smth! :D

HAHA<3

dont you love the feeling felt when you're bored and then all of a sudden something makes you unbelievable happy?!(:

My brother's back from Malacca, and wonderfully bought me nice yummy marshmallows! He went to almost the exact same places as i did 3years ago, how cool, even if i went to a nicer hotel then his! I even experience cooler stuff like caterpillars in the veg and prank calls in the night(:

school's fun that way,

but i'm horribly sad now (actually no i'm not, i'm still unbelievable happy but..)

Chinese Os are this tuesday and i am thoroughly not confident of an A1

and i want to buy my piano pouch since there is a sale now,

but i cant go out.

And i need to photocopy something,

but i cant because i'm stuck at home with a printer that has hardly any ink left.

Screw it ):

Oh wel, i'm not unbelievably happy now,

but happy enough(:

PL Training for Junior PLs tomorrow,

i feel like popping in, but i shant!(:

I'll see my junior PLs on tues then! :D

Hahah

2009-11-07T17:23:00.004+08:00

Awh, i love my blogskin, hehe,

THANKS JY(:

The Mac's lousy ):

Lets see, shows i need to watch

1.桃花小妹

2.愛似百匯

3. 搜神傳

4.籃球火

Haha and lots of stuff to study for too(:

What am i doing here,

i should be studying chinese, oh dearie :D

OKAY BYE

2009-10-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

炎亞綸 Aaron Yan / 劉力揚 Jade Lau -- Ti amo

[炎亞綸]
雖然是簡單的形容雖然是重複的動作
因為有妳讓一切都變成不平凡
好想縫合妳我手心就這樣牽住放不開
有妳陪伴呼吸著有妳的空氣就是幸褔

[劉力揚]
Ti Amo Te quiero
每一天都要愛上你想著你沉入夢境
一張眼一清醒第一個想到又是你

[劉力揚+炎亞綸]
사랑해 And I love you
我每天都要愛上你少一天就會遺憾
陪著你的光陰怎樣都不算蹉跎

[炎亞綸]
好想縫合妳我手心就這樣牽住放不開
有妳陪伴呼吸著有妳的空氣就是幸褔

[劉力揚]
Ti Amo Te quiero
每一天都要愛上你想著你沉入夢境
一張眼一清醒第一個想到又是你

[劉力揚+炎亞綸]
사랑해 And I love you
我每天都要愛上你少一天就會遺憾
陪著你的光陰怎樣都不算蹉跎
{陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠

Hehe, i love this song now! (:

Haiz, i have to go back to chinese now,

and im so afraid i wont get my A1 and i will just seriously kill myself

but its so tiring to push myself to do chinese

instead of watching KO One!!

Oh why oh why couldnt i resist watching it in the first place?

2009-10-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

FAITH says: (PM 11:27:12)

FAITH says: (PM 11:27:17)

lemme scold you first

FAITH says: (PM 11:27:29)

on thurs when i was walking to the lt

FAITH says: (PM 11:27:34)

during guides

FAITH says: (PM 11:27:46)

i looked down and i saw you in a wheel chair

Carolyn(: THANKS MS LEE! :D LIT LIT LIT (: says: (PM 11:27:52)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

FAITH says: (PM 11:27:54)

and i'm like ohmygod

FAITH says: (PM 11:28:03)

wth is my cousin doing in a wheel chair

FAITH says: (PM 11:28:13)

then i thoiught you broke ur leg or something

FAITH says: (PM 11:28:19)

then u roll roll roll around

FAITH says: (PM 11:28:25)

then you STOOD UP!

FAITH says: (PM 11:28:31)

and i was like WTHHHH

Carolyn(: THANKS MS LEE! :D LIT LIT LIT (: says: (PM 11:28:39)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

doont you just love my cousin?

LOVE YOU FAITH<3

2009-10-14T10:52:00.002+08:00

(>")> <("<) boo, i'm in the computer lab now, ICT isnt that bad, learnt some useful things and the instructor is quite uh nice! HAHAHAHA :D everyone is probably on youtube thus the lagging ): Playing all the cool Linda Chung videos, her MVs are nice Oh oh, i watched the entire 13 episode of Romantic Princess ytd Yippee, its so nice, and dominique should watch it now Thank God for seeing me thruogh all my exams(: Yay, Linda Mulyani go watch this now now(:

Since P6, i never really bought a nice chinese cd
and then all of a sudden i'm playing so many different kinds of Chinese songs on Youtube.
hahah, so nostalgic (:

i feel like eating chocolates, yum
Wahaha, my adobe seems weird D:

2009-10-10T22:54:00.004+08:00

We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed;

we are perplexed, but not in despair;

persecuted, but not forsaken;

struck down, but not destroyed—

^{always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body.}

^{For we who live are always delivered to death for Jesus’ sake, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh.}

^{So then death is working in us, but life in you.}

Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day.

For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory,

while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not

seen are eternal.

therefore i shall follow in Abraham's footsteps,

model in his example of faith, for he was willing to give the biggest sacrifice to God of Issac(:

To be obedient and have spiritual insight,

to be able to pass the test..

Maybe the exams or tests, no many how big how small

teaches us to be hardworking and persevering

that one day, we can use these very same values to honour the Lord(:

thanks Ame(:

2009-09-29T13:47:00.002+08:00

Its so amazing how i am really not stress at this point of time

when all my friends are freaking out trying to study,

i'm here blogging, smiling happily to myself, listening to iTunes while starting at my closed textbooks!

and No, its not because i have studied finish, how i wish.

i bet its because the school gives us a test every other day

so that i am so desensitised to studying and figure i can probably still do okay if i mug the day before!

i'm really dead ):

But the other thing also,

its because i know that God is with me wherever i go and if i try my best He'll do the rest.

So there is really no point freaking out and staying late into the night studying when that will just sap all your energy out and at the end of the day, although you may do so very well, is it really worth it?

Ignoring your faith in the pretense of doing well to glorify God.

Now i realised that its not.

I remember how last year and the year before, i always decided to skip church, skip YPG just to study?

What did i get, i didnt top the school, nor did i feel like i did very well, and i lost out to so many messages in church.

Okay, now i'm slightly more motivated to study and just do my best(:

I love how blogging makes me think of the BIGGER picture and motivate me to study.

How ironic(:

I mean, i'll study after, i have lunch(:

i am full of joy because He wants me to have joy :D

JOY JOY JOY

Ciao(:

2009-09-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

BOOMS :D

haha, isnt it SAD that everyone is talking about her, hehe(:

Eh but she studying steel we study metals okay(:

we're cooler then miss singapore universe(:

Today was such a queer day, starting with UH SS where i was so tired, eheh,

then blah blah blah

AND THEN IT WAS CE :D

We had sleep destress thingmajamy

Mrs Murkerji made us sleep for 30 min of the lesson and no one was allowed to wake up! HAHA

then after that we had laughing yoga-.-

what a cool CE period right(:

Lets do a PERSONAL RECOUNT of my oral with.. MS JO ANN LEE ):

the reading part was okay-ish,

though i was kinda nervous and sounded a bit too spastic trying to read it..

"But Dad," Justine WHINED,....

"No Son.." Father said..

LIKE, SIGH? D:

Picture was horrible,

i prepared so much in the 10min and in the end i barely said half of what i wanted to say

and i got prompted once which means i didnt talk to much

which means i wont get high marks

which means i will die

CONVO WAS THE WORST!

Ms Lee" what was your wishlist when you were young?"

Me" uh, i always wished for a dog because when i was young my dad used to expose me to many animals and brought me to animal sanctuaries to see abandon animals... so i always wished that people wouldnt abandon their animals, as you see alot in the papers that many people abandon their animals and these animal sanctuaries have to put many of them down as they do not have enough space."

Ms Lee" okay so do you have a dog now?"

Me" YEAH, i had a dog since i was 10 and he is a great comfort to be providing EMOTIONAL support and sit right next to me when i'm sad even though he does not understand what i go through..."

Ms Lee" so whats the difference between your wishlist now and before?"

Me" i already have my dog but i still wish that ppl would not abandon their animals... the only difference in my wishlist now is that i wish that i will not abandon my dog and not be caught in a situation where my dog will be in danger and i dont want to abandon it and that in no matter what CRISIS i face i will have my dog with me"

...

IT WAS SUCH A BAD ATTEMPT TO BRING IN CURRENT AFFAIRS OKAY D:

CRAP! D:

and i kept saying and and and and and and so my sentence structure was way off too! D:

WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME!! ARGH! D:

and i wasnt even that nervous,

I bet Ms Lee thinks i'm weird now!

ARGH, how will i face her in lit now!!

i'm seeing her on saturday somemore!!!!!!!!!

okay, take a deeeeep breath.

but whatever, The Lord will be there no matter what even if i am a failure, He will surely still love me(:

then when i was at ACS waiting for my slow poke brother,

i met Niken and Hannah going back so we talked and talked about our failure in oral and made alot of noise in the carpark, HAH!

gonna collect my new specs now(:

2009-09-22T00:02:00.001+08:00

Aww(:

Daddy bought Mac OX smth snow leopard, its not much of a diff is it? (>'')/

2009-08-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

Ah, i never do survive without the computer huh.
no matter, i have 10 min left of my daily 30 min and i didnt use yesterday(:

combat skirmish on tuesday,
whoopee, it was really fun
but super tiring and after 3 missions, we left for school, and the gun shots were still rining in my head and it felt weird not holding a heavy gun. haha!(:
i'll go there one day after EOYs!
we shouldmake it a unit outing or smth, HAHA!

today, we had emath test,
and it was a KILLER!!
i didnt know how to do so many questions cause i couldnt find alot of angles and lengths and what not, sigh!
i really want to do well for at least EMATH, if not amath D:
then it was health week activities, and VOLLEYBALL tesy during PE!
the volleyball was so hard, and we were digging it for at least 20 over mins non stop, so i developed alot of red spots, and Mr Sim says they are there because the blood cappilaries punctured and there is internal bleeding, which got covered by scabs! HAHAH, bio is so fun!
110 round race, 13 people= die!!
haha the first round i sprinted, my shoe almost came off!! D:
then i did the second round, and me, JY, Esther, and Tricia got whisked off for Indoor Rowing finals!! how were we supposed to know there were finals and we got in!
so by the time we got there, our legs and hands were alr burning because of the sprint, so obviously the two other groups beat us! Haha, then!!! I rowed 50m more because they thought each person rows 200, instead of 250!!
so poor me rowed 300! ):
then we went back to run!

Gosh i really love my RC friends and juniors too!
other then the GR people, the juniors were screaming and cheeering for us too, quite funny really. Cause everyone turns to look at the "ma'ams", Hehe!
but thanks amanda loh, amanda soo, ziwei, and sulin! and the other people who i may have not seen! HAHAHAHA :D
&Pearlyn Ma'am and Mitali Ma'am came back, heh! (:

then went to far east with suhui and domi
to look for dresses for them, for both the Church Anniversary, and ASEAN prom(:
and good me, reunited them with Rachel! (:
&we ateat KFC, the spicy hot devil chicken or smth, and i realised that suhui..HAHA :D
Saw Gavin and Cherie on the way back too!

I'm rambling now, so its rather dangerous, cause that means i am getting high
despite the pile of AMath homework due tmr! D:

2009-08-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

i decided that i really need to study

the past few tests have been really disappointing and i am feeling rather scared myself,

i've just no discipline to sit down and study,

and results have been showing.

I AM REALLY SCARED

what if i get retained this year, SC makes alot of sec3s stayback

and i know i'm not ready for any of my exams or the Olevels!

Gah, today was a pretty eventful day,

went shopping with Rach, Ame, and Debbie (:

i've decided that church people helps me relieve stress,really

so here's what i propose to do.

i will give my Mac to my mom,

and she will "confiscate" it and i will use it for the most, 30min a day.

Drastic, but i really hope it works(:

maybe i'll extend it for the weekends,

but thats it.

36!

2009-08-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

Today was the last sunday of the 36th year for Bethany(:

(&we had that missions quiz which i am going to fail, eheh)

Pastor announced last week that we are now completely debt free, and the younger generations will be heirs of a completely debt free church. Its really quite so awesome!

Imagine, from a small house church in Seletar Hills with 25 people to a big spacious church where we are now with over a few hundred of people, its really quite impressive.

6 services on sunday, 8 sunday school departments, cat class, 8 choirs, 12 discipleship class, 4 fellowship groups like ypg, and many many ministries. I really cant help smiling.

Missions at myanmar, india, australia,

5 churches in India,

BTS and the Orphanage in Myanmar,

Church in Perth

Its just so amazing how God seems to provide for all of us,

giving us the Pastors

Sunday school teachers and YPG comm members who so faithfully, week after week prepare for lessons and guide us

and friends that encourage us

For we are God’s fellow workers; you are God’s field, you are God’s building

1 Cor 3:9

This is this week's memory verse, and it tells us we are God's fellow workers,

working alongside God to reach out to the others, the community.

Pastor told us that since we are now debt free, we can reach out the the community, have scholarship funds and what not. that's nice right? :D

i love my church, i really do (:

and i know i better go and study now otherwise i am dead tmr!

2009-08-13T22:52:00.003+08:00

today is, tiring! :D

In the morning,

we had OLevel Bio SPA!

which i am really scared for, cause the entire class got two sets of different answers!

fast forward (cause i'm really tired!)

firedrill in rc,

rcv-hierachy! :D

secthrees ah! but actually its quite fun to teach y'all! :D

POC dinner!

aha i bet none of the juniors seen the NCOs this crazy before,

and gosh, i felt the ground shaking okay!

ask mabel! :D

okay, when i do ramblings like this,

it shows that i am either having a fever,

or i am seriously tired(:

so byebye!

Oh yeah, nice people send me pictures, please!!

holding on; holding back

2009-08-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

should i post about POC?(:

haha, i shall tryyyy :D

okay, so erm, POC was today

(and so was promotion ceremony, say hi sergeant!!)

i walked into the room, feeling weird, because

well, just because the ex NCOs were back and they stood outside while we were inside!!

and wearing the skirt? it just feel weird, and all of a sudden, unfamiliar!

okay, yeah

so first time, we got into the gallery, i helped WQ with the food and drinks,

&practiced songs with my levelmates :D

then amanda koh suffered asthma attack,

and everyone panicked

started screaming at the secthrees alot

esp during their reporting&all that.

hey secthrees, if you all are reading this,

sorry for screaming at all of y'all and i bet you feel bad too and i hope you will learn from your mistake today and become better levelmates and seniors that we can all be very proud of :D

okay yeah they sang song,

we sang song,

we sounded funny and sad

then scrcy sang,

and then we were sad and uhem, started crying (:

and i realised that we were suddenly left alone!!

we didnt have any seniors left,

oh, i mean we dont have any seniors left

&& we are left the entire unit, to lift up or to destroy.

i am sure we will bring SCRCY to greater heights :D

i remember a convo with Qian Yi ma'am last year,

the night of POC 2008.

Qian Yi Ma'am " hey.... i know you level doesnt think much of us"

Me " erh, yeah kinda but not really ma'am"

Qian Yi Ma'am " (something something something) but we will do our best and prove it to you"

Me " oh yes okay ma'am"

truthfully i really didnt think much of the ex NCOs last year,

but they really did prove themselves,

and i am really glad to have seniors like them!

would SCRCY be where it is now, without every single one of our seniors?

and every single one of the juniors?

Okay, NDP tmr,

and its uh 12.02, which means i have about 5 hours to sleep,

or less! great D:

hhaha, formation tmr and then

POSSIBLY, lunch with the lvl,

and DINNER WITH CHURCH PEOPLE :D <3

2009-08-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, all i can think about is church

EHEHE :D

today during chinese and geog lecture

i wrote out many christian songs instead of listening

i love that paper! :D

boo, everyone is sick

HI EVERYONE, DONT BE SICK

GET WELL SOON!

NDP PEOPLE! BETTER GET WELL OTHERWISE WENQIAN IS GONNA BE REALLY SAD LIKE THIS--> D:

hi wenqian!(:

2009-07-28T19:42:00.001+08:00

2009-07-28T13:03:00.002+08:00

ah, i'm at home now

(and everyone will probably think i ponned cause i told them i didnt wanna go to school today cause of AMATH!!)

anyway, i am at home cause of an EYE INFECTION!!

i was reading through my old posts, and i think its really weird
and i am being incoherent now cause i'm feeling rather high

I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED LIT! D:
LIT!
oh and formation for NDP!

oh well, i have to go back to school tmr
and Ms Lau will probably slaughter me for not going to school
and lizzie isnt helping cause she didnt go to school today and wont go tomorrow so i'll get scolded alone D:
anyway,
get well lizzie, i'm sure its not H1N1 :D
oh and get well chloe! :D

tomorrow is a horrid day too
there is EMath in the morning and i never understand what she is saying ):
then there's higher chinese and LaoShi will ask why i keep looking so stoned! :D
then its geog lecture :O

I found this post i posted in 08

Sin brings death,

but Grace brings life back

When sin is abundant

Grace is abundant much more

hahah(:

2009-07-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

There is AMATH test tomorrow, and i know i am going to screw it up,

but i am just so sick of constantly studying and not having time for myself.

Then i get the feeling of guilt because i know that i should study D:

Why does SC even bother with so many tests?

i dont even remember not having a test for a week, and actually being able to come home and rest and watch tv!

and yes, may i add, i haven't touch the teevee for 63214894683434873521hours alr!

Okay, here's what i am going to do.

Now its 8pm. i will shower and eat dinner till 9pm++

and do math till 11pm and i am going to sleep.

Tomorrow i will just get over and test and not care alr

before starting to study for chem.

SEE! WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH SC D:

Today i realised something,

i should actually adopt a better view of school,

i mean i like school, but seriously, i am so tired alr!

ARGH!

2009-07-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

I LOVE GOING FOR BOARD GAMES PLAYING THINGY :D

haha i am still in a playing mood

esp when there is uh, hahah a test tmr and amath and chem and alot alot of things in school!

Weekends are so nice to chill

(even though it means risking Higher Chinese results tmr!!)

Geog at bukit timah hill today

and i hate bukit timah hill steps! they are a real killer!

HAHAHAHA :D

some photos will be on fb

YPG Outing pics on FB alr! :D

2009-07-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

&I keep forgetting how fun church,

and bonding with church friends can be.

Why during the weekdays i am so caught up in school

and even in the weekends, i cannot seem to forget and leave my troubles in school,

and happily go to church(:

YPG and YPG Board Games Night @ Ame's house,

was GREAT :D

we played Taboo, Jungle Speed and Quelf.

and QUELF WAS AWESOME :D

pictures on FB soon

as Jennifer would say "i love you!"

yeah i really do love my church friends,

and sometimes just not realising it

and that is why, i love red cross so much :D

2009-07-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

i guess, this is where the cadet's life ends,

and marks the beginning of an NCO life

Hierarchy was expected yet not expected,

but anyway, i love you levelmates,

we can do it :D

I'm supposed/expected to be sad,

but i guess everything hasn't sank in properly yet?

But anyway, SEC THREES :D

you have good lvl ncos :D

Haha, just wanted to say that, heehee!

So be nice to us kayy :D

And today wenqian asked me to teach sec1s FD,

and i messed the entire thing up luh! sigh D:

Ah wells, we're all still learning

i must remember to bring money to pay isabel otherwise i will feel so bad and tomorrow there is higherchinese and amath and emath and bio and fd after school and math tuition after that and i am going to die and i never realised rambling could be very fun haha!

this is a retarded post and i dont see why i am typing this(:

oh daddy got us a nice new car, or not new cause the colour just change but it smells nice :D

And that's why, I love Red Cross

2009-07-19T19:04:00.002+08:00

sigh i decided, this is an invalid post

one year from now,

where will the seventeen of us be?

YOU TUBE :D

2009-07-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

this has got to be the best episode everrrr :D

Love Serena and Dan <3

Hahah :D

my favourite despo girl :D

2009-07-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

Serena and Dan makes the bestt couple everrrrr! :D

gosh this is bad influence

but welll, glad to say SEASON 1 IS OVER!

and season 2 dvd doesnt come out till like, late this year..

SO I AM GOING TO STUGY AND MUG HARDCOREE :D

haha i'm so high now,

and you dont wanna know what i've been doing in school these days with lovely index cards :D

HAHA

DAN AND SERENA :D:D

i better go study chem! :D

2009-07-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

Okay i was really happy just now, then something happened which made me really sad.

But hopefully i will get over it...

Searching through pictures just now and i found these!

Faith, Me, Isabelle, Joy!

Some nice girl, Joy, Me!

Me and Joy :D

Now you believe i took ballet? Hehe(:

Studying with my younger brother has been really funny :D

Me: And..i remember your p2 teacher was so mean and slammed the door in my face

Brother: Then you said she should *ie, (yeah i was rather, uh)

Me: Hey, i heard she was sick or something right!

Brother: uh, i think she died of cancer!

Like, omgosh lah D: Sigh

I forgot the others, hee :D

Happy! :D

2009-07-04T14:28:00.001+08:00

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

Favourite things,

Sound Of Music

Matthew 22:14

30th March 2011

its getting better

I MISS SC, TERRIBLY

30 day Picture Fun!

The Love of God- My reflections

搖滾界的王子

可愛又時尚的公主

拼圖公主的生日

今天是Sunshine王子的生日

喂喂 你還好不好

Reflections during a state birthday

30th July 2010

The serverity of the matter only sets in after you screw your most confident paper

SWEET SIXTEEN (:

曬的陽光淋的雨滴 都值得回憶

Back to reality

Happy Birthday Ella :D

鎖住時間

Jesus is Alive

Hebe！生日快樂！

i really CAN survive without a blog

i prayed from last year all the way to this year!

辰亦儒，你生病了！希望你可以康復起來！亞綸，你也生病了嗎？ 你要好好啊！亞綸！快從醫院出來吧！大家好想念你哦！ 現在933在播聽飛輪海，沒有你還蠻怪耶！聽飛輪海的審音好爽

FREED 09

到廣州了1

i am cool and famous!

Corner * With Love

I just hacked into someone's internet connection :D

Happy Birthday Calvin!

36!

holding on; holding back

and that is why, i love red cross so much :D

And that's why, I love Red Cross

YOU TUBE :D

Happy! :D

喂喂你還好不好

曬的陽光淋的雨滴都值得回憶

辰亦儒，你生病了！希望你可以康復起來！亞綸，你也生病了嗎？你要好好啊！亞綸！快從醫院出來吧！大家好想念你哦！現在933在播聽飛輪海，沒有你還蠻怪耶！聽飛輪海的審音好爽